hate these posts, but it's how i feel
tonight was awesome. the surprise went well. milos actually jumped backwards when he saw his twenty best friends jump out of his room. but i dont feel like he knew i was there. like he cared. and it's the worst feeling. ever. just to know that this person who i love so much doesn't show it back even if he does care, ahh. it's so crazy how things change. and i dont like the feeling im getting... it's always the same thing with me. sorry guys. i hope i get out of this depression soon.