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Soo school sucks, alot.
I can't find one single part of the day that I enjoy except for the part where Teara gave me cornrows today.
I want Winter break to be here NOW. Everyone's home from college, parties have already started..and most people are already out. I would skip but I would get dropped from school. And I can't do that because...I have already put out SO much effort to go everyday for the past 3 weeks.
And now I'm sitting at Patrick's, he's asleep, and I'm bored.
Fuck this.
The pregamming is almost complete, niggys. Hail to the upcoming break and to HELL with this weather!!!
Winter dance is Wednesday. I love reasons to get messed up and go in public. Haha. The tradition and idea of it all is really juveneille but all the same I plan to enjoy my evening with CAMMY, KATE, and my hot freshie.<3.
I love my life. I never thought I'd say that, but I LOVE IT! I am never offended, and therefore never involved in drama. I mean, it goes perfectly hand-in-hand..there is no way you can get me in your drama or your life if I don't want to be, and as much as youd try, It wont matter becasue YOU DONT MAKE ME MADDDDDd.
I have a beautiful, caring best friend who keeps my heart beating every day, I have lovely parents who spoil me and let me do about whatever I want, there is nothing that I want so bad I'm going to have a baby over it, so I can't become unhappy over materialistic items [unless it is a drug..what can i say, i cant help it]. I've completely changed..I am more laid back and calm than most anyone. I just drift and make people happy.
This is the way life is supposed to be.
I only regret two things in my whole life:
1) Losing Remi, the only person I could/still can see me spending the 'rest of my life with' [in a non-lesbian way]
2) Messing up things with Jodean and her family
And I've learned that all things heal with time. And I know these things will to.
This is just the way life is supposed to be.
Invincible.
Content.
Understanding.
Fun.
and FUCKED UP.
Haha I rock your mom's vagina right off.
♥ac
I can't find one single part of the day that I enjoy except for the part where Teara gave me cornrows today.
I want Winter break to be here NOW. Everyone's home from college, parties have already started..and most people are already out. I would skip but I would get dropped from school. And I can't do that because...I have already put out SO much effort to go everyday for the past 3 weeks.
And now I'm sitting at Patrick's, he's asleep, and I'm bored.
Fuck this.
The pregamming is almost complete, niggys. Hail to the upcoming break and to HELL with this weather!!!
Winter dance is Wednesday. I love reasons to get messed up and go in public. Haha. The tradition and idea of it all is really juveneille but all the same I plan to enjoy my evening with CAMMY, KATE, and my hot freshie.<3.
I love my life. I never thought I'd say that, but I LOVE IT! I am never offended, and therefore never involved in drama. I mean, it goes perfectly hand-in-hand..there is no way you can get me in your drama or your life if I don't want to be, and as much as youd try, It wont matter becasue YOU DONT MAKE ME MADDDDDd.
I have a beautiful, caring best friend who keeps my heart beating every day, I have lovely parents who spoil me and let me do about whatever I want, there is nothing that I want so bad I'm going to have a baby over it, so I can't become unhappy over materialistic items [unless it is a drug..what can i say, i cant help it]. I've completely changed..I am more laid back and calm than most anyone. I just drift and make people happy.
This is the way life is supposed to be.
I only regret two things in my whole life:
1) Losing Remi, the only person I could/still can see me spending the 'rest of my life with' [in a non-lesbian way]
2) Messing up things with Jodean and her family
And I've learned that all things heal with time. And I know these things will to.
This is just the way life is supposed to be.
Invincible.
Content.
Understanding.
Fun.
and FUCKED UP.
Haha I rock your mom's vagina right off.
♥ac