Feb 09, 2005 22:53
oh god,
another lame night....sike. jk guys. oh man, i had you soo good.
annnyways. lets see. what do i wanna talk about that i am ok with ppl reading??
hmmmm...two soccer games in two nights. that was pretty tight. i used to get bored during them. but now im starting to enjoy them. i enjoy watchin the idiosyncrasies of each player. especially the psycho ones, then yellin at them. i guess ive always done that.
moving on. so my dad walks into my room when he gets home from school and starts telling me how it will be near imposs to afford the san fran school i wanna go to. the convo was brought upon us when the info i emailed for came in the regular mail today. we are still discussing the deets of the cost, yet i think it will be possible. so i have some catalogs about the classes at UT on the floor and the catalog for sanfran that came in the mail, which was thrown down in another part of the floor. my dad starts to talk about it while pointing at the catalogs and saying 'we need to compare this *points*, to this *another point*'. for some reason it just irritated me when he reduces things to simplistic symbols that represent a whole future for me. he still thinks UT is an option. it might be, and i might try to apply for another major (change my current choice) but it wouldnt make me nearly as satisfied with my life. i dont know if he gets this reasoning or not.
the only drawback, besides the amount of debt i will be in, is the 'college experience' i will miss out on. no huge parties. no gettin shit faced with friends. no huge fball games. no bball games. not even a soccer game. no best friends to hang with. hopefully ill make new ones.
i guess thats many drawbacks summed up into one gigantic drawback.
so enough bout me, lets talk bout u.
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