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My last final was a week ago, but thoughts of school and medical school applications have me preoccupied. I really wish I could ignore these thoughts-at least till I get back to school Sunday. I always feel like there is too much going on in my head. Even as a child my thoughts would keep me up at night. Everything and anything. Instead of keeping me awake my thoughts now are regulated to my waking hours, but I'm pretty sure this is just because now when I go to bed I'm tired out and the thoughts don't stand a chance :P I really need to learn to relax. I've gotten a little better at it, or at least more optimistic. At any given time though, I'm still thinking about half a dozen things. Running helps. I'm going to start running at least 3 miles a day. I get such a high off running and it's impossible to hold a thought and run. Today was not bad considering I haven't run in weeks; you know, just that good exercise from lifting and opening text books. Somehow that just doesn't cut it as a workout.
Home is actually not bad and my mom has yet to drive me crazy. She does however, still have a few days to do so. I'm glad I'm going back to school because I don't have much to do here. I get kinda nutty when I have nothing to do and no one is around. I'm going to visit my grandparents, Annie, and work before I go back. Between visiting and packing I should have a fair amount to do. It's funny how quickly I can miss Geneseo. My house feels so empty after living in a suite. As Kait pointed out, if this were a dormitory 50 more people would live here. I miss all the social interaction. The randomness of college life, too. This includes 2am conversations with Juliet when we should be either studying or sleeping and being yelled at from out of windows by my crazy peeps. I'm even getting a little nostalgic about the bag pipe player who lived in my building (I'm not good at being Irish, bagpipes freak me out) and the guy downstairs who is usually walking around in some state of undress who just doesn't seem to enjoy clothes. I think I'll leave college with no concept of what is normal, but normal is highly overrated :)
Home is actually not bad and my mom has yet to drive me crazy. She does however, still have a few days to do so. I'm glad I'm going back to school because I don't have much to do here. I get kinda nutty when I have nothing to do and no one is around. I'm going to visit my grandparents, Annie, and work before I go back. Between visiting and packing I should have a fair amount to do. It's funny how quickly I can miss Geneseo. My house feels so empty after living in a suite. As Kait pointed out, if this were a dormitory 50 more people would live here. I miss all the social interaction. The randomness of college life, too. This includes 2am conversations with Juliet when we should be either studying or sleeping and being yelled at from out of windows by my crazy peeps. I'm even getting a little nostalgic about the bag pipe player who lived in my building (I'm not good at being Irish, bagpipes freak me out) and the guy downstairs who is usually walking around in some state of undress who just doesn't seem to enjoy clothes. I think I'll leave college with no concept of what is normal, but normal is highly overrated :)