The clock keeps ticking and the minute hands keep moving. We wake up...go to work...go home...go to bed...same thing the next day and the day after until the day we get too old to move...then its time to retire the muscles and let the brain fester upon itself.
There is not enough time in the world to feast upon lifes oppurtunities. Being stuck at work right now, sitting in a cold dark studio, with noone to talk to...a mountain of work at my feet...I cant help but feel like I am really wasting time here.
The sun in shining so brightly outside...and here I sit...watching the clock, performing my act to earn a buck...whilst nature and beauty dance together outside the window that I wish I had.
I value time...alot. And I wish I had more spare of it on my hands. I havent had a weekend off in forever...all these people getting married...gah! Never again will I plague my summer with Weddings...its not worth the money....nor the time i dedicate to it. Not to mention the stress and hard work that is involved.
Right now I wish I was sitting under a tree in the park downtown...overhearing the buzz of the city...hearing the bicycles ticker by, and the gulls cry overhead. With a book in one hand, perhaps a frosty beverage in the other...and a lens with a camera behind it, ready to capture my artists vision.
What a depressing vision...
Oh oh...good news though. I am buying a new lens today. 50mm 1.8. Cant believe how cheap it is. I am excited to try it out.