Jul 16, 2004 00:48
Wooo Hooo. Dad fixed my computer and so i get to get on the internet more often again. I guess i shall be updating more often too... but then again we shall se how long that idea lasts. I dont know if i want to be in ROTC anymore... Reasons for saying so... Im no longer a people person... McDonalds has made me realize that and now i dont want to deal with trying to teach stupid people... or try to friggin motavate them. That used to be my goal. To motavate, to show them all how life can be lived by compromising with it.... but if even i am not able to do that then why the hell preach about it. I dont know if i still wanted to be company commander or not but i think i still should. I shouldnt give up on a responsibility that was given to me... especially a big one like that. I still would like to be in orienteering because i find it fun... but i only want it to be like that not some sport that i have to be dedicated to. MAN... my opinions have changed alot during the summer and i dont know if col. is gonna like it or not but it doesnt matter because it is me now.
ANYWAYS... yesterday Rachel and Jacob both spent the night and we watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre, It was reallllly gory and the main character was a dumb ass... there were so many times where she could have killed leatherface and didnt take the opportunity to. and also she was the one that killed most of her friends... i know she probably didnt think about it at that time but usually when a the monster is after you and then you turn your head somewhere else and scream RUN! the monster is gonna want to know who the hell your talking to and if its easyer bate that you. Then when he goes after your friend of which is now in danger because of your dumbassness, and if you feel any sympathy for the shit you caused you should prolly go after the monster while his back is turned... and QUICK... but no... sitting in the car and screaming NOOOO!!! is not going to solve a thing... and watch while he murders your friend... and then comes after you again... dumb ass... well... AND ANOTHER THING... when a dieing guy tells you to kill him... dont hesitate... he is in extreme pain and probably has been scarred mentally pretty bad too... get the job done... asap.
Then after watching a scary movie i decided not to go to sleep... i might not have been able to go to work at 6 like i was suppost to. So i stayed up and watched TV all night long till 5 then i got up and took a shower... and got some cereal...it has been so long since i had cereal ... i dont know why i dont eat it anymore... i just dont... well then i went to work ... till 2 and then talked to Frank... my beloved... till... dunno... and then slept because frank told me to... and i was really tired. Then got up by Alison and went to gameworks of which i had an awsome time dressing up with jessi and Alison at Charrlet Rousse then we went to gamework and i educated the boys of how a push up bra works ... and even let corey wear the one i had on... HHAHAHAHAHAH great fun it twas. but yes i think my joyous day talking about thing is not to end... jessi is spending the night and yeah... thats it... ciao. EKA