Let Me Have Him (Chapter 8 / Final Chapter)
Title : Let Me Have Him
Author : Eka Darmayanthi
Pairing : YutoYama (main), AriYama (brothers), and many pairing mentioned
Genre : Romance, yaoi, Angst
Rating : G
Summary : Daiki and Ryosuke are twin brothers. However, their parent love Daiki so much and ignored Ryosuke. Even so, Ryosuke really love Daiki and will sacrifice all he has for Daiki’s sake. But one day, for the first time in his life, Ryosuke want something that Daiki owned, and that is...Nakajima Yuto.
CHAPTER 8
“Dai-chan..hmm, I confuse what should I write in this letter, because there are a lot of thing that I want to say to you. However, the important thing I want to say is I am sorry. I really really really sorry to you. Because of me, you got admited in hospital and almost lost your life. I think I failed my promise. As you know, I promise to myself that I will always protect you and make you happy, but I failed it. So, once again, I am sorry.
I also want to apologize because I couldn’t hold my feeling. I fall in love with Yuto-kun. I don’t know that you love him too. If I know it since the start, for sure I will burried my feeling toward him. I don’t want to be the third party in your relationship, moreover, I want you to be happy with Yuto-kun, that’s why I left. Don’t angry at Yuto-kun okay? I think he was just confuse with his feeling because we’re twin. That’s why Dai-chan, although you’re busy, please give him attention too, so he won’t search comfort from other person.
I will left Tokyo, Dai-chan. Don’t worry about me, I will just fine. I don’t want our relationship feel awkward and maybe with me left for awhile will give refreshing mind to us. I hope when I come back, our relationship back to before. Beside I want to heal my broken heart, so when I meet you with Yuto, I won’t feel hurt again. Think about it, our parent also will be happier if I am not around. So it such an advantage for a lot people ne~
Hmm, okay maybe for now that I can say. I love you Dai-chan, Please forgive my mistake, because you’re the person that I trusted the most, so if you don’t forgive me, I don’t know what will happen to me, hehe. Also, thank you so much for all this time. You’re always defend me, protect me, take care of me and love me the most. You’re the best brother ever for me. Until we meet again, Dai-chan, take care okay..
From your twin brother, Ryosuke..”
Daiki sighed after he re-read again for countless time Ryosuke’s letter. Daiki already discharged from hospital weeks ago and it’s already a month since Ryosuke runaway from Yabu’s apartment. No news from Ryosuke since then, he changed his number and didn’t tell anyone about his where about. Daiki, Yabu, Inoo and the other music club members tried so hard to find him but the result still nihil. Daiki also ask his parent to help him search for Ryosuke, but his parent scold him instead, because they think it will be easier and happier if Ryosuke not around, made Daiki felt angry toward them, but Daiki just let them like that and it made him more determined to find his brother. Daiki back from his reverie when his phone rang. He looked at the caller ID and picked it up.
“Moshi-moshi, Ryuu?” Daiki said. Daiki talked for awhile and after some nod and ‘yes’ he ended the call.
“Ryuu told me that he talked with Ryosuke’s friend that met with him on train station, on the day Ryosuke runaway. Demo, he also didn’t know that Ryosuke want to runaway that day, and didn’t know Ryosuke’s destination either.” Daiki told other person that sit beside him. That person just silent for awhile and after some minutes Daiki heard a faint sob from him. Daiki looked up and found Yuto already cried.
“Ryosuke baka..why he did that..” Yuto said between his sob. Daiki sighed, and he engulfed Yuto with warm embrace. Yuto rested his head on Daiki’s neck and cried harder. Daiki just caressed the taller boy hair.
“Don’t worry Yuto, we will find him. I will make sure he come back to us, and then we can fix this mess..” Daiki said.
***
Ryosuke stared at the view in front of him with calm expression. He smiled when some children he took care, played happily with the sand and sea water. Ryosuke occasionally will laughed if some of them made silly act. Ryosuke shook his head when one of them called him and asked him to play with them. Ryosuke just want to looked at them. He was a bit startled when someone handed him a strawberry juice can. When Ryosuke looked at that person, he smiled and receive the juice. That person sat beside him and he also looked at the kid.
“You look happy..” He said, and Ryosuke nodded his head.
“Un, and that’s thanks to you, Koichi-san.” Ryosuke said to the man beside him. “They felt happy when I played saxophone earlier.” Ryosuke added.
“Thanks for bring me here, Koichi-san.” Ryosuke continued. Koichi just smiled and ruffled Ryosuke’s hair. They didn’t talk again, and just enjoy the cool breeze on their faces while watched the kids played together.
It’s been a month Ryosuke stayed on Okinawa. That time, when Ryosuke wanted to runaway from Tokyo, accidentally he bumped onto Koichi. Looked at the trouble expression the boy had, Koichi offered his help and beside he already fond of the boy. At first Ryosuke reject it, but Koichi insist because Ryosuke didn’t have place to stay or money to use.
After heard the full story from Ryosuke, because Koichi insist it, finally the man brought Ryosuke to Okinawa. Koichi said that he had an orphanage there and he hired Ryosuke as one of the temporary caretaker. Even Koichi kindly gave Ryosuke the saxophone he really want and let him played it in front of the kids. Ryosuke felt really glad that he met the older man and he will do his best on this orphanage to payed the kindness of the older man. Koichi will back to orphanage on weekend, and he will back to Tokyo again on Sunday.
“Ne, Ryosuke-kun..” Suddenly Koichi called the boy, made the boy turn his head at him. “Yes, nani?” Ryosuke asked.
“Do you have an intention to come back?” Koichi asked slowly. Ryosuke just silent, so the older man continued.
“Don’t feel offended Ryosuke-kun. I asked this, it’s doesn’t mean I don’t like you being here, because the kids really happy to have you.” Koichi said while looked at the boy beside him. Ryosuke didn’t reply, and he just stared at the view in front of him, but Koichi knew he heard him, so he continued.
“You know, your brother and that boy named Nakajima-kun almost everyday come to my shop. They asked me if I know an information about you. From the looked of it, I know that they’re worried about you and love you so much.” Koichi then looked at Ryosuke’s expression. The boy still had his eyes on the sea in front of him, but his expression showed sadness. Ryosuke then sighed and he smiled sadly toward Koichi.
“I know it Koichi-san. Demo, I am not ready yet to face them. I will be hurt if I looked at Yuto-kun and Daiki together, and I don’t want Daiki know it. I don’t want disturb their relationship. Beside, my parent are happier without me.” Ryosuke said. Heard this, Koichi sighed deeply.
“Okay, take your time to think about it. Just remember when you’re ready or not, I will always help you.” Koichi said while patted Ryosuke’s head. Then he walked toward the kids. Don’t be too long here, Ryosuke-kun.” Koichi added with smile, and he called the kids to came back to orphanage. Ryosuke just looked at the older man figure until he and the kids disappeared.
“Arigatou, Koichi-san..”
***
Ryosuke entered the living room of the orphanage and found no one inside. He frowned because usually the kids will greeted him back and bounced onto him. “Natsu? Miki?” Ryosuke called the 2 oldest kids, but no one answered him. After waited for some seconds, he found a note on the table. He read it, and finally remembered that today all the kids also Koichi have an outing schedule. He didn’t attend it because he need to perform on the café near there.
“Ah, I forget they have an outing.” Ryosuke said while chuckled at himself. “Hmm, so I expected to be alone today.” He continued and sat down on the sofa. At that time, his eyes caught the date on table calendar in front of him, then he smiled.
“I am such a stupid to forget this day.” He said lowly and then stand up and walk toward the kitchen. He opened the cupboard and took an instant noodle. After success cooked it, he took one candle and lit it. He sat on dining table and stared at both the candle and instant noodle in front of him.
“As expected, today is like other day on years before. As usual.” He said.
“Happy birthday, Dai-chan..” He continued. Yes, today was his and Daiki’s birthday and as like habit he will cooked instant noodle and lit one candle. It’s Ryosuke’s way to celebrated his own birthday because both his parent and Daiki would hanged out at that lovely day, left Ryosuke on the house and just left instant noodle for him to cooked.
“Happy birthday to me..” Ryosuke started singing. “Happy birthday to me..happy birthday, happy birthday…happy birthday to me..” He stopped singing and then blow the candle after made a wish.
“Aah~ If only Daiki here, I won’t feel lonely like this..” Ryosuke said. Usually, although his parent left Ryosuke alone on his birthday, he will wait for Daiki. When reached home, Daiki will sneaked in to Ryosuke’s room and secretly gave him birthday cake and said ‘happy birthday to him’. His brother would give him a present and same like Daiki, Ryosuke also would give his present to his brother. At that time, he felt really glad to have a brother like Daiki.
***
It’s almost midnight, exactly 15 minutes before midnight. Everyone on each house were sure already asleep in such godly hour. It’s the same for Ryosuke too. However, a sound disturbed his sleep, made him awake. Ryosuke rubbed his eyes and he frowned when heard something broke from downstairs. He fully awaked now. He looked at the clock beside his bed and it showed 15 minutes before midnight.
“Is that a robber?” Ryosuke then stand up and he took a baseball bat on the corner of his room. Ryosuke then out from his room and climbed down the stairs slowly. On the edge of the stairs, he saw a black shadow, looked like a man walk slowly toward living room. Ryosuke hide on the corner and when the man approached the place where he hide Ryosuke got out from his place and then hit the man with baseball bat he had.
“YOU ROBBER! GET OUT FROM HERE!” Ryosuke keep hit him while shouted. The man unexpectedly didn’t attack back and just tried to cover his face. “DON’T YOU DARE TO ROB THIS PLACE!” Ryosuke shouted and keep hit until the robber shouted back to him.
“RYOSUKE STOP! I AM NOT A ROBBER!” The stranger shouted, and instantly Ryosuke stopped to hit. Ryosuke knew this voice. This voice so familiar and he didn’t hear it for a month already. Ryosuke then lit the lamp, and when the light gave him a clear view of who is the person in front of him, Ryosuke widened his eyes.
“Ryosuke!” That person said and he hugged Ryosuke tightly. Ryosuke just silent, he didn’t push the person and just let himself being hugged. “Ryosuke, I am so worried about you. Please don’t do this again.” That person said.
“We’re so worried about you, Ryosuke.” That person said again after he pulled Ryosuke from the hugged, but still hold Ryosuke’s shoulder. That person smiled, a warm smile that made Ryosuke stunned.
“Yu..Yuto..?” Ryosuke asked, still didn’t believe his eyes, that the person in front of him was Yuto.
“Yes, it’s me Ryosuke..” Yuto answered and that make Ryosuke back from his shocked.
“Why..why you can be here?” Ryosuke asked, looked confuse. “No one know I am here, beside..” Ryosuke trailed off, and Yuto chuckled.
“Yes, Ryosuke. We know it from Koichi-san that you’re here.” Yuto said. Ryosuke frowned.
“We..?” Ryosuke asked, and Yuto nodded.
“I have surprised for you..” Yuto smiled so bright, and Ryosuke too shocked to asked. The taller boy then led Ryosuke to the front door. When Yuto opened the door, Ryosuke became more surprised than before.
“SURPRISE!!” 2 handsome man and 6 handsome boys exclaimed together. Ryosuke widened his eyes when he saw Yabu, Inoo, Takaki, Hikaru, Keito, ryosuke, Ryutaro and especially Daiki who holding a cake with candle, they’re smiling so bright toward him. Daiki handed the cake toward Takaki and he rushed to hug Ryosuke.
“Ryo-chan, I missed you!” Daiki said while tightening his hug. After a while, he pulled himself and led the younger toward the cake. After Daiki gave his signal, all the occupant sang happy birthday to him. “Ryosuke, now you can blow the candle.” Daiki said. Forgot about his curiousness, Ryosuke just obey and blow the candle. All of them clapped their hands after that.
“Okay, now let’s start the party!” Daiki shouted and drag his brother toward family room, while the other followed.
For the rest of the night, Ryosuke just let himself being dragged by Daiki, Yabu, Inoo or Yuto. He was surprised when entered the family room, because the said room already changed became a party room. He wanted to knew what actually happen, but the others didn’t gave him an opportunity to asked it, so he just gave up and just enjoy the party. After all, this was his and Daiki’s birthday party and this was the first time he celebrated his birthday like this.
After seems like 3 hours, finally the party ended. Ryosuke just chuckled looked at his tired friend and he showed them the room and they sleep beside each other. He didn’t see Yuto and Daiki, and back to the family room, but there’s just Daiki there.
“Dai-chan..” Ryosuke called. Daiki turn his head and smiled. He signal Ryosuke to sat beside him, and Ryosuke obey.
“How was the surprised?” Daiki asked.
“I felt happy. Thanks, Dai-chan..” Ryosuke replied. “Demo, I need an explanation how you can find me here and arranged all of this.” Ryosuke continued, while Daiki just chuckled.
“I know you’re here from Koichi-san.” Daiki said and Ryosuke want to protest but Daiki cut him. “At first Koichi-san didn’t break his promise. He didn’t tell me or Yuto about your whereabout. It’s just after I told him the entire story then he decided to told me you’re here, even permitted me to make this surprise for you.” Daiki explained.
“I told him that I really want to celebrate our birthday together, then he told me you’re here.” The older continued. Ryosuke only nodded.
“How is Mom and Dad?” Ryosuke asked.
“They’re fine.” Came Daiki’s short reply. Ryosuke just smiled sadly. They fell into silence for awhile, until Ryosuke broke it.
“How about your relationship with Yuto? He didn’t hurt you, deshou?” Ryosuke asked. Daiki just silent, and he avoided Ryosuke’s question instead.
“I am tired Ryosuke, so I will sleep now. Oyasumi.” Daiki said with smile, and left Ryosuke. Ryosuke sighed and just stared at Daiki’s disappearing figure. He wanted to sleep too, but when he passed the veranda, he saw Yuto sat on one of the chair and gaze at the stars.
Ryosuke frowned, and he hesitated to approached the taller. After all, Ryosuke still love Yuto and he didn’t know how to act in front of him without being awkward. Earlier, he could act normal because the others also there with them. However, if it’s just the two of them, Ryosuke didn’t know if he can act normal or not. Despite his mind wanted to avoided the taller boy, but his heart and body betrayed him. He walked slowly toward him and then sat on the chair beside him.
Yuto closed his eyes and his expression really calm. Ryosuke stared at his handsome face and calm expression. Although it’s already a month, Yuto still handsome as usual. Ryosuke keep stared until suddenly Yuto chuckled and opened his eyes, made the shorter oy realize his own doing. He almost rape Yuto on his own mind for God sake!
“If I didn’t open my eyes, I am pretty sure you’ll be staring at my face until morning.” Yuto said teasingly and that made Ryosuke blushed. The shorter then hanged his head low, tried to hide his blushed cheek.
“Go..Gomenasai..” Ryosuke said lowly. “I..I just want to make sure you didn’t sleep here. If you’re already awake, please come back inside so I can lock this door.” Ryosuke reasoned out and already stand up when Yuto hold his wrist. The taller pulled him down so Ryosuke sat again.
“Let’s stay here for awhile.” Yuto said shortly and closed his eyes again. Ryosuke just sighed and obeyed Yuto’s request. They felt into silent.
“I break up with Daiki.” Yuto suddenly said.
“What!?” Ryosuke turned his head and looked at Yuto disbelief. “Did you hurt my brother!?” Ryosuke asked with angry tone. “If you hurt Daiki, I will make sure you won’t see the sunrise this morning!” Ryosuke said again still angry. Yuto opened his eyes and now he stared at Ryosuke’s angry face.
“Calm down Ryosuke. No one was hurt.” Yuto said with calm voice. Ryosuke looked at him with a I-demanded-an-explanation face and Yuto smiled looked at that. “If you calm down, I will explain it to you.” Yuto said. Ryosuke nodded and he prepared himself, even forgot about his thought earlier at how he must act in front of Yuto.
“Since the first, Daiki and I didn’t love each other.” Yuto started.
“What!?” Ryosuke interrupted and Yuto felt annoyed.
“Mou~ Ryosuke, I couldn’t finish this story if you want to interrupt me in every sentence I said.” Yuto said while pouted. Ryosuke blushed again.
“Okay, I am sorry. Please continue.” Ryosuke said
“Like I said, since the first Daiki and I didn’t love each other. We became couple because there’s a reason and that reason is because of Takaki.” Yuto said. Ryosuke tilted his head.
“Takaki-kun?” Ryosuke asked, and Yuto nodded.
“Daiki love Takaki..” Yuto said casually and Ryosuke widened his eyes.
“EEEhhhhh!?” Ryosuke almost shouted but Yuto closed his mouth so his shout won’t wake up the entire neighborhood.
“Don’t overreact Ryosuke, or you’ll wake up the others.” Yuto said while still closed Ryosuke’s mouth with his palm. Ryosuke nodded and Yuto pulled his palm from the shorter mouth.
“Daiki love Takaki since the first time he entered Horikoshi. However, Takaki is one of popular students and talented too, so Daiki didn’t have courage to hit on him. Then Daiki was surprised to know that Takaki on the same club as him. Using this opportunity, he tried his best to be close with Takaki, but Takaki is a dense guy ever. At that time, it’s just me among music club members who realized Daiki’s feeling toward Takaki. Actually I also realized that Takaki has same feeling with Daiki, but the dense Takaki never realize it by himself. I encouraged Daiki to confess first, pretty sure that Takaki will accept him, but Daiki reject the idea because he didn’t sure if Takaki will accept him or not. They’re so complicated.” Yuto said while chuckled. Ryosuke didn’t comment, because he really curious now.
“That’s why, I finally came up with an idea to make Takaki jealous.” Yuto said while looked at Ryosuke. Ryosuke frowned, and Yuto continued, “I pretend to be Daiki’s boyfriend in hope Takaki would be jealous and realize his feeling.
“But, you act like a real couple. Even you kissed Dai-chan like a real couple.” Ryosuke commented with a pout. Yuto chuckled again.
“Ah, that’s just an adding. You know, Takaki is a dense. Act usually as holding had or feed each other didn’t affect him, so I decided to act more, so I ask Daiki if we can kiss and he agreed.” Yuto said. “Thanks to my plan, now Takaki realize his feeling and confess to Daiki. For your information, Takaki really worried when Daiki got accident before. He even didn’t left Daiki’s side and became the first person Daiki saw when he awake. After Daiki felt better, he finally confess his feeling, he said he didn’t want to regret it. He felt almost lost Daiki on that accident. They’re so sweet deshou?” Yuto asked and Ryosuke nodded.
“So, Takaki-kun and Dai-chan are couple now?” Ryosuke asked and Yuto nodded.
“Souka..demo Yuto-kun, why you tell me this?” Ryosuke asked. Yuto didn’t reply instantly, he took a deep breath instead.
“Because my plan hurting you so much. That’s why I told you this, so we can fix this misunderstanding.” Yuto said.
“You know Ryosuke, I love you so much. Because of this plan, I make you hurt. At that time when Daiki knew about your feeling toward me, he asked me to stop this plan but I reject it. I already promise to help him, so I will finish it. That’s why at the hotel in Kyoto I asked you to wait, but I realize now that’s just absurd. Asked you to wait and didn’t explain what actually happen, even act lovey dovey in front of you although I know your feeling toward me. I am such a bad person.” Yuto said while stared at Ryosuke’s eyes. Ryosuke looked at those black orbs and found sincerity on his eyes.
“I am sorry for make you hurt so much.” The taller said again while bowed his head real low. Ryosuke sighed and tapped his shoulder.
“I already forgive you Yuto-kun. Maybe that’s also my fault. If only I calm at that time, that accident won’t happen and we won’t have this misunderstanding.” Yuto smile when heard Ryosuke’s words.
“Saa, because all of this become clear now, I want to say something Ryosuke.” Yuto said with serious tone while his hands hold Ryosuke’s shoulder firmly. The taller stared at Ryosuke’s eyes gently and Ryosuke found himself melted on those stared.
“I know I am such a bad person and already make you hurt so much Ryosuke. Demo, I hope you will give me a second chance.” Yuto said and Ryosuke frowned. His heart started to beat faster, anxious to wait Yuto’s upcoming words.
“I love you Ryosuke..” Yuto said, and now Ryosuke pretty sure his cheek really red.
“I love you so much Ryosuke, since long before. Will you be my boyfriend?” Yuto asked and Ryosuke felt really happy. This was like his dream come true. He was pretty sure not only his cheek, but his entire face already red now. Yuto shut his eyes, waited for Ryosuke’s answer.
“Yes, I will Yuto-kun.” Came Ryosuke’s low replied and Yuto opened his eyes instantly. He looked at Ryosuke with happy face and smiled so brightly. He stared at his shorter lover and stared at him with gentle expression, and slowly his face became closer and closer. Yuto tilted his head and Ryosuke could feel yuto’s breath on his face. Ryosuke closed his eyes and second later he felt soft lips on top of his. Ryosuke felt really happy and he enjoy the moment.
Yuto parted from the kiss when they needed an ar. Ryosuke could see Yuto’s face also red and Ryosuke smiled. However, second later, he remembered something and his face became a bit sad.
“Demo ne~ Yuto-kun, I’m not your first kiss deshou? Your first kiss is Dai-chan.” Ryosuke said lowly. Yuto chuckled heard that.
“Iie..you’re my first kiss, Ryosuke.” Yuto said firmly. Ryosuke frowned and he tried to remember when Yuto kissed him, but the one that he remembered just when the day they locked on the storage room and that time he already witnessed Yuto kissed Daiki. So, when?
“I think you didn’t remember. Oh no, you didn’t know it instead.” Yuto said while stifle his laugh.
***Yuto’s Flashback***
Nakajima Yuto, now success to achieve his dream to entered Horikoshi Gakuen. This was his first day on school, so he should on the school hall to attend the opening ceremony and heard few words from the principal.
However, he was on the back yard instead. For some reason, he felt lazy to attend it and decided to looked around on the back yard. When he arrived there, he stunned looked at the view in front of him. It’s spring season, so the cherry blossom grow beautifully.
However, not the cherry blossom that made Yuto stunned. On the bench under the cherry blossom tree, lying a sleeping figure, a boy exactly and that one made Yuto stunned. Carefully he approached the figure and kneeled in front of him. The lanky boy stared at his angelic face.
“An angel?” Yuto asked in nothing particular, but second later he laughed at his silly thought. Of course the figure in front of him not an angel. He was a human being for sure because he wear the same uniform as Yuto, a human being that looked like an angel or sleeping beauty. Yuto stared at his perfect face. Yuto felt himself being dragged by his beautifulness. When Yuto looked at his lips, he stunned for the second time. Those pink and perfect lips looked so soft.
“I wonder how you will look when those lips curve a smile.” Yuto whispered. Yuto was captivated on those pink lips, he was curious at how it felt. Unconsciously, now his face just centimeter apart from the boy and second later his lips was on top of the boy’s lips.
Just as he expected, the boy’s lips so soft and moist. He even can taste strawberry on from it. After satisfied taste the boy’s lips, Yuto then pulled himself from the boy. Amazingly, the boy didn’t wake up and still sleep peacefully.
“I think I fall in love with you..” Yuto whispered and stared at him again. When Yuto realize the boy moved a little, Yuto widened his eyes and he immediately stand up and hide behind a wall. He saw the boy slowly wake up and rubbed his eyes.
“Aww..Kawaii!” Yuto said to himself. Since that time then Yuto search for the boy’s information and knew his name is Yamada Ryosuke.
***End of Yuto's flashback***
“Mou~ You stole my first kiss! Worst when I’m sleeping!” Ryosuke pouted after he heard the story from Yuto.
“Hehe, gomen.” Yuto said playfully. “Demo, that’s make me fall in love with you.” He continued and put his forehead on Ryosuke’s forehead. The taller boy want to kiss his now boyfriend, but the ‘fake cough’ behind them made the couple stop and turned their head away, they found Yabu, Inoo and the rest of music club members grinning at them.
“We know that you really miss each other, but please hold it for now okay. You two need sleep, and I don’t want Koichi-san scold me because you keep make out until morning!” Yabu said firmly, made the couple blush hardly. Daiki and Takaki just giggle looked at the new couple.
“Hai hai Yabumama..” Yuto said teasingly and earning a whack from Yabu.
“Okay, stop playing now, let’s sleep.” Yabu said and led them back to their room. Yuto and Ryosuke smiled at each other and walk hand in hand followed the others inside.
***
Ryosuke looked at one of particular cherry blossom tree that made him remembered about the one in school. He chuckled every time that his first kiss being stolen under cherry blossom and even when he asleep.
Someone patted his shoulder and Ryosuke turned his head to found his boyfriend grinning at him. “What are you doing here, Ryosuke?” Yuto asked. “The others already prepare the lunch for us.” Yuto continued again. At that time, the music club members decided to do hanabi on one of the park that known by its cherry blossom trees. Not only do hanabi of course, it’s more like a date 5 couples (YutoYama, TaDaiki, ChiiTaro, YabuNoo and HikaTo).
“Nandemonai..Just reminiscing about the past.” Ryosuke replied casually. He then followed his boyfriend toward the others, clinging his arm on Yuto’s arm.
“What past?” Yuto asked.
“Our past when you stole my first kiss.” Ryosuke said happily and Yuto chuckled while ruffled his hair.
It’s been two week Ryosuke came back to Tokyo. At first he didn’t want it because he knew his parent still angry at him and he didn’t want make a ruckus in his own home. However, after some coaxing finally Ryosuke agree to came back with some conditions of course. He didn’t live in his house, and rented an apartment near the school. Yabu also help him to found a part time job so he can feed himself. Yuto also help Ryosuke about school and club activities when Ryosuke became too busy with his part time job. Daiki want to help him talked with their parent, but Ryosuke reject it. With his condition now he couldn’t ask for more. At least he can feel at ease because he still could with his friends, his boyfriend and brother without made his parent angry. However, sometimes he missed his parent too. Although his parent mistreated him like that but he still love them. Such a good kid he is.
“Aaahh, the cherry blossoms sure very beautiful!” Daiki exclaimed when YutoYama pair arrived at their picnic site. He wanted to exclaimed again when suddenly his lips claimed by none other than Takaki Yuya, made Daiki blush madly.
“Mou~ Yuyan, the others are here!” Daiki protest but Takaki silent him with kiss again.
“But the others are busy with their own world too..” Takaki commented. Daiki want to protest again but Ryosuke cut him.
“Don’t mind us Dai-chan..” Ryosuke said while being lovey dovey with Yuto. With that statement, Takaki quickly claimed Daiki’s lips once again. When they parted, Daiki looked around and realize that Takaki indeed true. The other couple are already busy on their own world, so he just let himself Takaki kiss him once again.
At that calm afternoon, below the cherry blossom tree, 5 couples spend their time together and enjoy this precious moment with their own lover. The Sakura petals fall on them slowly and made the scene more beautiful and romantic when the passer by looked at them.
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THE END
Comments are appreciate as always :D
AN : ah, finally this fic end. Hope I make this chapter happy enough for Ryosuke as a revenge for his suffered on the previous chapter, hehe. Thanks for the readers that follow this story till the end. I really appreciate your comment and support, and thanks because all of you gave your precious time to read this. I appreciate it so much :D anyway, should I make TaDaiki side story?? Although I don’t have an idea yet, but if there’s a lot request it, I will try to make TaDaiki side story XD once again, thank you so much and please enjoy ^_^
Author : Eka Darmayanthi
Pairing : YutoYama (main), AriYama (brothers), and many pairing mentioned
Genre : Romance, yaoi, Angst
Rating : G
Summary : Daiki and Ryosuke are twin brothers. However, their parent love Daiki so much and ignored Ryosuke. Even so, Ryosuke really love Daiki and will sacrifice all he has for Daiki’s sake. But one day, for the first time in his life, Ryosuke want something that Daiki owned, and that is...Nakajima Yuto.
CHAPTER 8
“Dai-chan..hmm, I confuse what should I write in this letter, because there are a lot of thing that I want to say to you. However, the important thing I want to say is I am sorry. I really really really sorry to you. Because of me, you got admited in hospital and almost lost your life. I think I failed my promise. As you know, I promise to myself that I will always protect you and make you happy, but I failed it. So, once again, I am sorry.
I also want to apologize because I couldn’t hold my feeling. I fall in love with Yuto-kun. I don’t know that you love him too. If I know it since the start, for sure I will burried my feeling toward him. I don’t want to be the third party in your relationship, moreover, I want you to be happy with Yuto-kun, that’s why I left. Don’t angry at Yuto-kun okay? I think he was just confuse with his feeling because we’re twin. That’s why Dai-chan, although you’re busy, please give him attention too, so he won’t search comfort from other person.
I will left Tokyo, Dai-chan. Don’t worry about me, I will just fine. I don’t want our relationship feel awkward and maybe with me left for awhile will give refreshing mind to us. I hope when I come back, our relationship back to before. Beside I want to heal my broken heart, so when I meet you with Yuto, I won’t feel hurt again. Think about it, our parent also will be happier if I am not around. So it such an advantage for a lot people ne~
Hmm, okay maybe for now that I can say. I love you Dai-chan, Please forgive my mistake, because you’re the person that I trusted the most, so if you don’t forgive me, I don’t know what will happen to me, hehe. Also, thank you so much for all this time. You’re always defend me, protect me, take care of me and love me the most. You’re the best brother ever for me. Until we meet again, Dai-chan, take care okay..
From your twin brother, Ryosuke..”
Daiki sighed after he re-read again for countless time Ryosuke’s letter. Daiki already discharged from hospital weeks ago and it’s already a month since Ryosuke runaway from Yabu’s apartment. No news from Ryosuke since then, he changed his number and didn’t tell anyone about his where about. Daiki, Yabu, Inoo and the other music club members tried so hard to find him but the result still nihil. Daiki also ask his parent to help him search for Ryosuke, but his parent scold him instead, because they think it will be easier and happier if Ryosuke not around, made Daiki felt angry toward them, but Daiki just let them like that and it made him more determined to find his brother. Daiki back from his reverie when his phone rang. He looked at the caller ID and picked it up.
“Moshi-moshi, Ryuu?” Daiki said. Daiki talked for awhile and after some nod and ‘yes’ he ended the call.
“Ryuu told me that he talked with Ryosuke’s friend that met with him on train station, on the day Ryosuke runaway. Demo, he also didn’t know that Ryosuke want to runaway that day, and didn’t know Ryosuke’s destination either.” Daiki told other person that sit beside him. That person just silent for awhile and after some minutes Daiki heard a faint sob from him. Daiki looked up and found Yuto already cried.
“Ryosuke baka..why he did that..” Yuto said between his sob. Daiki sighed, and he engulfed Yuto with warm embrace. Yuto rested his head on Daiki’s neck and cried harder. Daiki just caressed the taller boy hair.
“Don’t worry Yuto, we will find him. I will make sure he come back to us, and then we can fix this mess..” Daiki said.
***
Ryosuke stared at the view in front of him with calm expression. He smiled when some children he took care, played happily with the sand and sea water. Ryosuke occasionally will laughed if some of them made silly act. Ryosuke shook his head when one of them called him and asked him to play with them. Ryosuke just want to looked at them. He was a bit startled when someone handed him a strawberry juice can. When Ryosuke looked at that person, he smiled and receive the juice. That person sat beside him and he also looked at the kid.
“You look happy..” He said, and Ryosuke nodded his head.
“Un, and that’s thanks to you, Koichi-san.” Ryosuke said to the man beside him. “They felt happy when I played saxophone earlier.” Ryosuke added.
“Thanks for bring me here, Koichi-san.” Ryosuke continued. Koichi just smiled and ruffled Ryosuke’s hair. They didn’t talk again, and just enjoy the cool breeze on their faces while watched the kids played together.
It’s been a month Ryosuke stayed on Okinawa. That time, when Ryosuke wanted to runaway from Tokyo, accidentally he bumped onto Koichi. Looked at the trouble expression the boy had, Koichi offered his help and beside he already fond of the boy. At first Ryosuke reject it, but Koichi insist because Ryosuke didn’t have place to stay or money to use.
After heard the full story from Ryosuke, because Koichi insist it, finally the man brought Ryosuke to Okinawa. Koichi said that he had an orphanage there and he hired Ryosuke as one of the temporary caretaker. Even Koichi kindly gave Ryosuke the saxophone he really want and let him played it in front of the kids. Ryosuke felt really glad that he met the older man and he will do his best on this orphanage to payed the kindness of the older man. Koichi will back to orphanage on weekend, and he will back to Tokyo again on Sunday.
“Ne, Ryosuke-kun..” Suddenly Koichi called the boy, made the boy turn his head at him. “Yes, nani?” Ryosuke asked.
“Do you have an intention to come back?” Koichi asked slowly. Ryosuke just silent, so the older man continued.
“Don’t feel offended Ryosuke-kun. I asked this, it’s doesn’t mean I don’t like you being here, because the kids really happy to have you.” Koichi said while looked at the boy beside him. Ryosuke didn’t reply, and he just stared at the view in front of him, but Koichi knew he heard him, so he continued.
“You know, your brother and that boy named Nakajima-kun almost everyday come to my shop. They asked me if I know an information about you. From the looked of it, I know that they’re worried about you and love you so much.” Koichi then looked at Ryosuke’s expression. The boy still had his eyes on the sea in front of him, but his expression showed sadness. Ryosuke then sighed and he smiled sadly toward Koichi.
“I know it Koichi-san. Demo, I am not ready yet to face them. I will be hurt if I looked at Yuto-kun and Daiki together, and I don’t want Daiki know it. I don’t want disturb their relationship. Beside, my parent are happier without me.” Ryosuke said. Heard this, Koichi sighed deeply.
“Okay, take your time to think about it. Just remember when you’re ready or not, I will always help you.” Koichi said while patted Ryosuke’s head. Then he walked toward the kids. Don’t be too long here, Ryosuke-kun.” Koichi added with smile, and he called the kids to came back to orphanage. Ryosuke just looked at the older man figure until he and the kids disappeared.
“Arigatou, Koichi-san..”
***
Ryosuke entered the living room of the orphanage and found no one inside. He frowned because usually the kids will greeted him back and bounced onto him. “Natsu? Miki?” Ryosuke called the 2 oldest kids, but no one answered him. After waited for some seconds, he found a note on the table. He read it, and finally remembered that today all the kids also Koichi have an outing schedule. He didn’t attend it because he need to perform on the café near there.
“Ah, I forget they have an outing.” Ryosuke said while chuckled at himself. “Hmm, so I expected to be alone today.” He continued and sat down on the sofa. At that time, his eyes caught the date on table calendar in front of him, then he smiled.
“I am such a stupid to forget this day.” He said lowly and then stand up and walk toward the kitchen. He opened the cupboard and took an instant noodle. After success cooked it, he took one candle and lit it. He sat on dining table and stared at both the candle and instant noodle in front of him.
“As expected, today is like other day on years before. As usual.” He said.
“Happy birthday, Dai-chan..” He continued. Yes, today was his and Daiki’s birthday and as like habit he will cooked instant noodle and lit one candle. It’s Ryosuke’s way to celebrated his own birthday because both his parent and Daiki would hanged out at that lovely day, left Ryosuke on the house and just left instant noodle for him to cooked.
“Happy birthday to me..” Ryosuke started singing. “Happy birthday to me..happy birthday, happy birthday…happy birthday to me..” He stopped singing and then blow the candle after made a wish.
“Aah~ If only Daiki here, I won’t feel lonely like this..” Ryosuke said. Usually, although his parent left Ryosuke alone on his birthday, he will wait for Daiki. When reached home, Daiki will sneaked in to Ryosuke’s room and secretly gave him birthday cake and said ‘happy birthday to him’. His brother would give him a present and same like Daiki, Ryosuke also would give his present to his brother. At that time, he felt really glad to have a brother like Daiki.
***
It’s almost midnight, exactly 15 minutes before midnight. Everyone on each house were sure already asleep in such godly hour. It’s the same for Ryosuke too. However, a sound disturbed his sleep, made him awake. Ryosuke rubbed his eyes and he frowned when heard something broke from downstairs. He fully awaked now. He looked at the clock beside his bed and it showed 15 minutes before midnight.
“Is that a robber?” Ryosuke then stand up and he took a baseball bat on the corner of his room. Ryosuke then out from his room and climbed down the stairs slowly. On the edge of the stairs, he saw a black shadow, looked like a man walk slowly toward living room. Ryosuke hide on the corner and when the man approached the place where he hide Ryosuke got out from his place and then hit the man with baseball bat he had.
“YOU ROBBER! GET OUT FROM HERE!” Ryosuke keep hit him while shouted. The man unexpectedly didn’t attack back and just tried to cover his face. “DON’T YOU DARE TO ROB THIS PLACE!” Ryosuke shouted and keep hit until the robber shouted back to him.
“RYOSUKE STOP! I AM NOT A ROBBER!” The stranger shouted, and instantly Ryosuke stopped to hit. Ryosuke knew this voice. This voice so familiar and he didn’t hear it for a month already. Ryosuke then lit the lamp, and when the light gave him a clear view of who is the person in front of him, Ryosuke widened his eyes.
“Ryosuke!” That person said and he hugged Ryosuke tightly. Ryosuke just silent, he didn’t push the person and just let himself being hugged. “Ryosuke, I am so worried about you. Please don’t do this again.” That person said.
“We’re so worried about you, Ryosuke.” That person said again after he pulled Ryosuke from the hugged, but still hold Ryosuke’s shoulder. That person smiled, a warm smile that made Ryosuke stunned.
“Yu..Yuto..?” Ryosuke asked, still didn’t believe his eyes, that the person in front of him was Yuto.
“Yes, it’s me Ryosuke..” Yuto answered and that make Ryosuke back from his shocked.
“Why..why you can be here?” Ryosuke asked, looked confuse. “No one know I am here, beside..” Ryosuke trailed off, and Yuto chuckled.
“Yes, Ryosuke. We know it from Koichi-san that you’re here.” Yuto said. Ryosuke frowned.
“We..?” Ryosuke asked, and Yuto nodded.
“I have surprised for you..” Yuto smiled so bright, and Ryosuke too shocked to asked. The taller boy then led Ryosuke to the front door. When Yuto opened the door, Ryosuke became more surprised than before.
“SURPRISE!!” 2 handsome man and 6 handsome boys exclaimed together. Ryosuke widened his eyes when he saw Yabu, Inoo, Takaki, Hikaru, Keito, ryosuke, Ryutaro and especially Daiki who holding a cake with candle, they’re smiling so bright toward him. Daiki handed the cake toward Takaki and he rushed to hug Ryosuke.
“Ryo-chan, I missed you!” Daiki said while tightening his hug. After a while, he pulled himself and led the younger toward the cake. After Daiki gave his signal, all the occupant sang happy birthday to him. “Ryosuke, now you can blow the candle.” Daiki said. Forgot about his curiousness, Ryosuke just obey and blow the candle. All of them clapped their hands after that.
“Okay, now let’s start the party!” Daiki shouted and drag his brother toward family room, while the other followed.
For the rest of the night, Ryosuke just let himself being dragged by Daiki, Yabu, Inoo or Yuto. He was surprised when entered the family room, because the said room already changed became a party room. He wanted to knew what actually happen, but the others didn’t gave him an opportunity to asked it, so he just gave up and just enjoy the party. After all, this was his and Daiki’s birthday party and this was the first time he celebrated his birthday like this.
After seems like 3 hours, finally the party ended. Ryosuke just chuckled looked at his tired friend and he showed them the room and they sleep beside each other. He didn’t see Yuto and Daiki, and back to the family room, but there’s just Daiki there.
“Dai-chan..” Ryosuke called. Daiki turn his head and smiled. He signal Ryosuke to sat beside him, and Ryosuke obey.
“How was the surprised?” Daiki asked.
“I felt happy. Thanks, Dai-chan..” Ryosuke replied. “Demo, I need an explanation how you can find me here and arranged all of this.” Ryosuke continued, while Daiki just chuckled.
“I know you’re here from Koichi-san.” Daiki said and Ryosuke want to protest but Daiki cut him. “At first Koichi-san didn’t break his promise. He didn’t tell me or Yuto about your whereabout. It’s just after I told him the entire story then he decided to told me you’re here, even permitted me to make this surprise for you.” Daiki explained.
“I told him that I really want to celebrate our birthday together, then he told me you’re here.” The older continued. Ryosuke only nodded.
“How is Mom and Dad?” Ryosuke asked.
“They’re fine.” Came Daiki’s short reply. Ryosuke just smiled sadly. They fell into silence for awhile, until Ryosuke broke it.
“How about your relationship with Yuto? He didn’t hurt you, deshou?” Ryosuke asked. Daiki just silent, and he avoided Ryosuke’s question instead.
“I am tired Ryosuke, so I will sleep now. Oyasumi.” Daiki said with smile, and left Ryosuke. Ryosuke sighed and just stared at Daiki’s disappearing figure. He wanted to sleep too, but when he passed the veranda, he saw Yuto sat on one of the chair and gaze at the stars.
Ryosuke frowned, and he hesitated to approached the taller. After all, Ryosuke still love Yuto and he didn’t know how to act in front of him without being awkward. Earlier, he could act normal because the others also there with them. However, if it’s just the two of them, Ryosuke didn’t know if he can act normal or not. Despite his mind wanted to avoided the taller boy, but his heart and body betrayed him. He walked slowly toward him and then sat on the chair beside him.
Yuto closed his eyes and his expression really calm. Ryosuke stared at his handsome face and calm expression. Although it’s already a month, Yuto still handsome as usual. Ryosuke keep stared until suddenly Yuto chuckled and opened his eyes, made the shorter oy realize his own doing. He almost rape Yuto on his own mind for God sake!
“If I didn’t open my eyes, I am pretty sure you’ll be staring at my face until morning.” Yuto said teasingly and that made Ryosuke blushed. The shorter then hanged his head low, tried to hide his blushed cheek.
“Go..Gomenasai..” Ryosuke said lowly. “I..I just want to make sure you didn’t sleep here. If you’re already awake, please come back inside so I can lock this door.” Ryosuke reasoned out and already stand up when Yuto hold his wrist. The taller pulled him down so Ryosuke sat again.
“Let’s stay here for awhile.” Yuto said shortly and closed his eyes again. Ryosuke just sighed and obeyed Yuto’s request. They felt into silent.
“I break up with Daiki.” Yuto suddenly said.
“What!?” Ryosuke turned his head and looked at Yuto disbelief. “Did you hurt my brother!?” Ryosuke asked with angry tone. “If you hurt Daiki, I will make sure you won’t see the sunrise this morning!” Ryosuke said again still angry. Yuto opened his eyes and now he stared at Ryosuke’s angry face.
“Calm down Ryosuke. No one was hurt.” Yuto said with calm voice. Ryosuke looked at him with a I-demanded-an-explanation face and Yuto smiled looked at that. “If you calm down, I will explain it to you.” Yuto said. Ryosuke nodded and he prepared himself, even forgot about his thought earlier at how he must act in front of Yuto.
“Since the first, Daiki and I didn’t love each other.” Yuto started.
“What!?” Ryosuke interrupted and Yuto felt annoyed.
“Mou~ Ryosuke, I couldn’t finish this story if you want to interrupt me in every sentence I said.” Yuto said while pouted. Ryosuke blushed again.
“Okay, I am sorry. Please continue.” Ryosuke said
“Like I said, since the first Daiki and I didn’t love each other. We became couple because there’s a reason and that reason is because of Takaki.” Yuto said. Ryosuke tilted his head.
“Takaki-kun?” Ryosuke asked, and Yuto nodded.
“Daiki love Takaki..” Yuto said casually and Ryosuke widened his eyes.
“EEEhhhhh!?” Ryosuke almost shouted but Yuto closed his mouth so his shout won’t wake up the entire neighborhood.
“Don’t overreact Ryosuke, or you’ll wake up the others.” Yuto said while still closed Ryosuke’s mouth with his palm. Ryosuke nodded and Yuto pulled his palm from the shorter mouth.
“Daiki love Takaki since the first time he entered Horikoshi. However, Takaki is one of popular students and talented too, so Daiki didn’t have courage to hit on him. Then Daiki was surprised to know that Takaki on the same club as him. Using this opportunity, he tried his best to be close with Takaki, but Takaki is a dense guy ever. At that time, it’s just me among music club members who realized Daiki’s feeling toward Takaki. Actually I also realized that Takaki has same feeling with Daiki, but the dense Takaki never realize it by himself. I encouraged Daiki to confess first, pretty sure that Takaki will accept him, but Daiki reject the idea because he didn’t sure if Takaki will accept him or not. They’re so complicated.” Yuto said while chuckled. Ryosuke didn’t comment, because he really curious now.
“That’s why, I finally came up with an idea to make Takaki jealous.” Yuto said while looked at Ryosuke. Ryosuke frowned, and Yuto continued, “I pretend to be Daiki’s boyfriend in hope Takaki would be jealous and realize his feeling.
“But, you act like a real couple. Even you kissed Dai-chan like a real couple.” Ryosuke commented with a pout. Yuto chuckled again.
“Ah, that’s just an adding. You know, Takaki is a dense. Act usually as holding had or feed each other didn’t affect him, so I decided to act more, so I ask Daiki if we can kiss and he agreed.” Yuto said. “Thanks to my plan, now Takaki realize his feeling and confess to Daiki. For your information, Takaki really worried when Daiki got accident before. He even didn’t left Daiki’s side and became the first person Daiki saw when he awake. After Daiki felt better, he finally confess his feeling, he said he didn’t want to regret it. He felt almost lost Daiki on that accident. They’re so sweet deshou?” Yuto asked and Ryosuke nodded.
“So, Takaki-kun and Dai-chan are couple now?” Ryosuke asked and Yuto nodded.
“Souka..demo Yuto-kun, why you tell me this?” Ryosuke asked. Yuto didn’t reply instantly, he took a deep breath instead.
“Because my plan hurting you so much. That’s why I told you this, so we can fix this misunderstanding.” Yuto said.
“You know Ryosuke, I love you so much. Because of this plan, I make you hurt. At that time when Daiki knew about your feeling toward me, he asked me to stop this plan but I reject it. I already promise to help him, so I will finish it. That’s why at the hotel in Kyoto I asked you to wait, but I realize now that’s just absurd. Asked you to wait and didn’t explain what actually happen, even act lovey dovey in front of you although I know your feeling toward me. I am such a bad person.” Yuto said while stared at Ryosuke’s eyes. Ryosuke looked at those black orbs and found sincerity on his eyes.
“I am sorry for make you hurt so much.” The taller said again while bowed his head real low. Ryosuke sighed and tapped his shoulder.
“I already forgive you Yuto-kun. Maybe that’s also my fault. If only I calm at that time, that accident won’t happen and we won’t have this misunderstanding.” Yuto smile when heard Ryosuke’s words.
“Saa, because all of this become clear now, I want to say something Ryosuke.” Yuto said with serious tone while his hands hold Ryosuke’s shoulder firmly. The taller stared at Ryosuke’s eyes gently and Ryosuke found himself melted on those stared.
“I know I am such a bad person and already make you hurt so much Ryosuke. Demo, I hope you will give me a second chance.” Yuto said and Ryosuke frowned. His heart started to beat faster, anxious to wait Yuto’s upcoming words.
“I love you Ryosuke..” Yuto said, and now Ryosuke pretty sure his cheek really red.
“I love you so much Ryosuke, since long before. Will you be my boyfriend?” Yuto asked and Ryosuke felt really happy. This was like his dream come true. He was pretty sure not only his cheek, but his entire face already red now. Yuto shut his eyes, waited for Ryosuke’s answer.
“Yes, I will Yuto-kun.” Came Ryosuke’s low replied and Yuto opened his eyes instantly. He looked at Ryosuke with happy face and smiled so brightly. He stared at his shorter lover and stared at him with gentle expression, and slowly his face became closer and closer. Yuto tilted his head and Ryosuke could feel yuto’s breath on his face. Ryosuke closed his eyes and second later he felt soft lips on top of his. Ryosuke felt really happy and he enjoy the moment.
Yuto parted from the kiss when they needed an ar. Ryosuke could see Yuto’s face also red and Ryosuke smiled. However, second later, he remembered something and his face became a bit sad.
“Demo ne~ Yuto-kun, I’m not your first kiss deshou? Your first kiss is Dai-chan.” Ryosuke said lowly. Yuto chuckled heard that.
“Iie..you’re my first kiss, Ryosuke.” Yuto said firmly. Ryosuke frowned and he tried to remember when Yuto kissed him, but the one that he remembered just when the day they locked on the storage room and that time he already witnessed Yuto kissed Daiki. So, when?
“I think you didn’t remember. Oh no, you didn’t know it instead.” Yuto said while stifle his laugh.
***Yuto’s Flashback***
Nakajima Yuto, now success to achieve his dream to entered Horikoshi Gakuen. This was his first day on school, so he should on the school hall to attend the opening ceremony and heard few words from the principal.
However, he was on the back yard instead. For some reason, he felt lazy to attend it and decided to looked around on the back yard. When he arrived there, he stunned looked at the view in front of him. It’s spring season, so the cherry blossom grow beautifully.
However, not the cherry blossom that made Yuto stunned. On the bench under the cherry blossom tree, lying a sleeping figure, a boy exactly and that one made Yuto stunned. Carefully he approached the figure and kneeled in front of him. The lanky boy stared at his angelic face.
“An angel?” Yuto asked in nothing particular, but second later he laughed at his silly thought. Of course the figure in front of him not an angel. He was a human being for sure because he wear the same uniform as Yuto, a human being that looked like an angel or sleeping beauty. Yuto stared at his perfect face. Yuto felt himself being dragged by his beautifulness. When Yuto looked at his lips, he stunned for the second time. Those pink and perfect lips looked so soft.
“I wonder how you will look when those lips curve a smile.” Yuto whispered. Yuto was captivated on those pink lips, he was curious at how it felt. Unconsciously, now his face just centimeter apart from the boy and second later his lips was on top of the boy’s lips.
Just as he expected, the boy’s lips so soft and moist. He even can taste strawberry on from it. After satisfied taste the boy’s lips, Yuto then pulled himself from the boy. Amazingly, the boy didn’t wake up and still sleep peacefully.
“I think I fall in love with you..” Yuto whispered and stared at him again. When Yuto realize the boy moved a little, Yuto widened his eyes and he immediately stand up and hide behind a wall. He saw the boy slowly wake up and rubbed his eyes.
“Aww..Kawaii!” Yuto said to himself. Since that time then Yuto search for the boy’s information and knew his name is Yamada Ryosuke.
***End of Yuto's flashback***
“Mou~ You stole my first kiss! Worst when I’m sleeping!” Ryosuke pouted after he heard the story from Yuto.
“Hehe, gomen.” Yuto said playfully. “Demo, that’s make me fall in love with you.” He continued and put his forehead on Ryosuke’s forehead. The taller boy want to kiss his now boyfriend, but the ‘fake cough’ behind them made the couple stop and turned their head away, they found Yabu, Inoo and the rest of music club members grinning at them.
“We know that you really miss each other, but please hold it for now okay. You two need sleep, and I don’t want Koichi-san scold me because you keep make out until morning!” Yabu said firmly, made the couple blush hardly. Daiki and Takaki just giggle looked at the new couple.
“Hai hai Yabumama..” Yuto said teasingly and earning a whack from Yabu.
“Okay, stop playing now, let’s sleep.” Yabu said and led them back to their room. Yuto and Ryosuke smiled at each other and walk hand in hand followed the others inside.
***
Ryosuke looked at one of particular cherry blossom tree that made him remembered about the one in school. He chuckled every time that his first kiss being stolen under cherry blossom and even when he asleep.
Someone patted his shoulder and Ryosuke turned his head to found his boyfriend grinning at him. “What are you doing here, Ryosuke?” Yuto asked. “The others already prepare the lunch for us.” Yuto continued again. At that time, the music club members decided to do hanabi on one of the park that known by its cherry blossom trees. Not only do hanabi of course, it’s more like a date 5 couples (YutoYama, TaDaiki, ChiiTaro, YabuNoo and HikaTo).
“Nandemonai..Just reminiscing about the past.” Ryosuke replied casually. He then followed his boyfriend toward the others, clinging his arm on Yuto’s arm.
“What past?” Yuto asked.
“Our past when you stole my first kiss.” Ryosuke said happily and Yuto chuckled while ruffled his hair.
It’s been two week Ryosuke came back to Tokyo. At first he didn’t want it because he knew his parent still angry at him and he didn’t want make a ruckus in his own home. However, after some coaxing finally Ryosuke agree to came back with some conditions of course. He didn’t live in his house, and rented an apartment near the school. Yabu also help him to found a part time job so he can feed himself. Yuto also help Ryosuke about school and club activities when Ryosuke became too busy with his part time job. Daiki want to help him talked with their parent, but Ryosuke reject it. With his condition now he couldn’t ask for more. At least he can feel at ease because he still could with his friends, his boyfriend and brother without made his parent angry. However, sometimes he missed his parent too. Although his parent mistreated him like that but he still love them. Such a good kid he is.
“Aaahh, the cherry blossoms sure very beautiful!” Daiki exclaimed when YutoYama pair arrived at their picnic site. He wanted to exclaimed again when suddenly his lips claimed by none other than Takaki Yuya, made Daiki blush madly.
“Mou~ Yuyan, the others are here!” Daiki protest but Takaki silent him with kiss again.
“But the others are busy with their own world too..” Takaki commented. Daiki want to protest again but Ryosuke cut him.
“Don’t mind us Dai-chan..” Ryosuke said while being lovey dovey with Yuto. With that statement, Takaki quickly claimed Daiki’s lips once again. When they parted, Daiki looked around and realize that Takaki indeed true. The other couple are already busy on their own world, so he just let himself Takaki kiss him once again.
At that calm afternoon, below the cherry blossom tree, 5 couples spend their time together and enjoy this precious moment with their own lover. The Sakura petals fall on them slowly and made the scene more beautiful and romantic when the passer by looked at them.
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THE END
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AN : ah, finally this fic end. Hope I make this chapter happy enough for Ryosuke as a revenge for his suffered on the previous chapter, hehe. Thanks for the readers that follow this story till the end. I really appreciate your comment and support, and thanks because all of you gave your precious time to read this. I appreciate it so much :D anyway, should I make TaDaiki side story?? Although I don’t have an idea yet, but if there’s a lot request it, I will try to make TaDaiki side story XD once again, thank you so much and please enjoy ^_^