TRUST ME (ONESHOOT)
Title : TRUST ME
Author : Eka Darmayanthi
Pairing : YutoYama, slight YamaChii (friendship)
Genre : friendship, fluff
Rating : G
Summary : “Can’t you trust me once at this..?” (I can’t write the proper summary. So, just read it, minna..>_<)
AN : This fic take the scene when Ryutaro is still in JUMP (because I miss him so much) and when 7 still in High school student. Ryuu already in Horikoshi, because I don’t know the year when JUMP entered high school and education system in Japan ^_^
He adored him so much. Since their junior day, until today they debuted in the same group, he still adored him. Although he is slightly younger than himself, he still respect him so much. Although the taller boy is younger than him, he can’t erase the suffix ‘kun’ while call him. It’s become his habit then, to call him with suffix ‘kun’. Because the younger boy is his senpai after all. So, he want him acknowledge his presence. He will do his best so the younger will acknowledge him.
Interview Myojo January 2010
Q : “Saa, can you tell us what kind of ideal lover do you want?”
Yuto : “Hmm, it’s so awkward to talk about this ne~ but I want my lover is a cheerful person, kind and smart. I want someone smarter than me that she can get a good score in exams, because I don’t want the other people talk bad about her because she doesn’t match with me.”
Q : Sou ka na~ then let’s hope someone like that for your future partner ne~
Ryosuke read and reread again that magazine until he remembered the line Yuto said. “So, you will acknowledge someone that get a good score ne~” Ryosuke mumbled, then put the magazine on the table. Smiling a little, then he grabbed his geography book, and start to read it although it’s already midnight.
***
“Chii! Don’t busy with your phone! Please help me, you had promise me, deshou?” Ryosuke shake Chinen’s shoulder, and that makes the younger boy pout. Currently Ryosuke and Chinen are in Ryosuke’s house, to start study together because the final exams for second year is already nearer. However, from Chinen and Ryosuke start to change their uniform, Ryosuke is studying by himself and Chinen just busy playing the game in his phone although the shorter boy is promise to help Ryosuke.
“Mou~ Ryosuke, why don’t you just rest yourself? After this we still have practice, so I prefer to rest. You don’t push yourself.” Chinen protest.
“Because later we have practice, that’s why I need to use this time to study Chii. I can’t waste my time when the exams just in one week go. I am not that clever like you or Yuto-kun.” Ryosuke reasoned out, his tone sound sarcastic. Hearing those, Chinen just sighed. He knows the reason why the older boy hard working himself. He knows very well and he had help the older to study lately, and saw how Ryosuke work hard because he want to get a good score or even perfect score. But Chinen isn’t blind. For this few weeks, Ryosuke already over working himself and that makes the squirrel become worried. Ryosuke still in his filming for Hidarime Tantei Eye, and that’s alone already makes him tired not forget about concert and the others stuff and he still study in past midnight.
“I don’t want to labeled as a baka person again for get on the lower part of the rank, Chii.” He said lowly without turning his head from the math book. Chinen just rolled his eyes. Sometime Ryosuke become so exaggerating over a simple thing like this. Then the squirrel just sit beside him, and flicked his forehead. “Itai! What was that for?” Ryosuke ask.
“Stop exaggerating Ryosuke. it’s not that you’re the stupid person on the school. You just get, hmm let’s me remember..10th rank under me and Yuto-kun. It’s no a big deal, instead you still the first rank on with camera stuff ne~” Chinen said playfully, but that makes the ichigo boy pouted. “Beside, you’ve improved you know. You had been studying all this time.” Chinen add.
“Fine, then just rest yourself. I will study by myself then.” Ryosuke said flatly. Chinen just sighed again and then he makes himself comfortable on Ryosuke’s bed while he doesn’t care with Ryosuke’s stubbornness.
***
“Ohayou Yuto!” Chinen greets when the taller boy arrive at the classroom. Yuto seated himself on his chair behind Chinen and sigh deeply. “Aah, I thought I will be late.” Yuto said, but when he realized that one of his band mate doesn’t arrived yet, he frown.
“Chii, I thought I will be the last that come to school, but I see that Yama-chan doesn’t arrive yet.” Yuto said while glancing toward the empty seat beside Chinen. Chinen titled his head, looked confused too. “I dunno. Maybe he overslept?” Chinen said back. Yuto looked at his wristwatch and widened his eyes. “Yama-chan just have 5 minutes before Kirisaki sensei come.” Yuto said. Both Yuto and Chinen are waiting their mate worriedly. They know if Ryosuke come late, he can’t get permitted to attend the class at all. Kirisaki sensei is famous for his strict toward a late student.
However, two minutes before the bell ring, the door of the classroom opened, and showed Ryosuke’s figure. He breathed in relieve when sees that sensei isn’t there yet. He then walks toward his chair without minding weird look from Kamiki and Shougo. Ryosuke knows that him self is in mess because he had run earlier. He sits in his chair with a loud sigh. “Save!” he said lowly.
Yuto just smile relieve when sees his band mate arrive safely meanwhile Chinen give a suspicious glare toward his seatmate that now busying himself to prepare his books. He glanced at Yuto and when the taller boy doesn’t notice, Chinen elbowing Ryosuke. “Nani?” Ryosuke ask.
“You overslept because you study until past midnight again deshou?” Chinen ask Ryosuke, and the ichigo boy just smile sheepishly. Chinen just sigh at this.
“Didn’t I tell you to rest after we finished our job last night? Why you study again? For God’s sake, Ryosuke! You are overworking yourself.” Chinen said disbelief. He wants to protest again, but sensei is already come, so he just dropped the topic.
***
Finally, the exam days has come. The four horikoshi JUMP boys use their break time on practice to study. The BEST members just can watch them, and sometime teasing them to break their tense.
“Yuto, can you teach me this part?” Ryutaro ask to the taller boy in front of him. Currently Ryutaro, Chinen, Yuto and Ryosuke are studying together after the break. They have one hour until the practice start again. Keito, the remaining 7 members just decided to tagged along with BEST to search for lunch because he doesn’t want to disturb the Horikoshi boys.
Looking at the younger boy, then Yuto give a gentle smile and nod. Ryosuke just looked at the two, observing Yuto’s serious face while the taller give the youngest boy explanation. Ryosuke smiling when he sees Yuto’s frown go deeper. ‘Yuto is so fascinating’ Ryosuke thinking. He is too engrossed to observed the taller boy until doesn’t realize that now the taller boy is looking at him. Yuto can feel that someone is staring at him, so when he turned his head, he looked Ryosuke is staring at him.
“Yama-chan, doushita no? Is there something weird on my face?” Yuto ask, that makes Ryosuke back to reality. He gulped nervously and just can shake his head. Yuto frown, and ask again, “Then, do you want me to help you? Is there a part that you don’t know?” he asks while smiling gently.
“N..No..I..I am fine. Just teach Ryuu. I want to search for a cold drink.” Ryosuke replied and with that he dash to out and shut the door quickly. Yuto just titled his head in wonder, but back to reality again when Ryutaro called him to ask about the lesson.
Meanwhile, outside the room, Ryosuke just leaning on the wall. He manage his breath and calming himself. His cheeks is already as red as strawberry. “Stupid. How can I staring at him like that.” He mumbled lowly. Decided it’s not the right time to come back with his reddening cheeks, he then decided to go to cafeteria.
***
It’s already the fourth day of the exams week. Although it’s not finished yet, but the result for the first day and second day are already out. Shida Mirai, as class representative spread the result to it’s respective owner. When Shida gives Ryosuke his result, she said a low ‘omedeto’ while smiling then walks again. Ryosuke frown, but when he sees his own result, he smile widely.
“Yatta!!” Ryosuke beamed happily, made Chinen and Yuto turned to him. They looked at him in wonder.
“I get a perfect score!” Ryosuke said happily while turned his paper so his two companions can see his score.
“Wow! Omedeto Ryosuke!” Chinen said while tapped his shoulder. Ryosuke smiling hearing that. Then slowly he turn to looked at Yuto. He can see Yuto frown, but when Ryosuke looking at him, Yuto smile.
“Good job Yama-chan!” Yuto said gently. Ryosuke can’t help but smile wilder hearing those words from Yuto.
“Arigatou!” unconsciously then he hug his two companions and makes Yuto and Chinen just chuckled at that.
***
Ryosuke walk carefully toward JUMP dressing room. He can feel his aching head, but he just ignored it. Last night after practice, the rain pour heavily and he must run under the rain forcefully because he forget his umbrella and being the last one to go home. Still when he arrive at home he learn the last subject for the exam tomorrow, and now he know the consequences being a stubborn kid. When he woke up, he feels his head aching and his body a bit warm. Ignoring that and just drink an antipyretic, he then out from the house. He wants to rest, but he can’t skipped the practice because concert is getting nearer.
“Daijoubu, Ryosuke. Tomorrow is the last exam day. So, ganbatte!” Ryosuke mumbled to himself.
Mid the hallway, Chinen spotted him, and then they walk together.
“Ne, Ryosuke, daijoubu? You look a bit pale.” Chinen said. Hearing that, Ryosuke just smile and nodded his head slowly. “Daijoubu Chii.”
They already want to open the door when Ryosuke and Chinen hear a familiar voice almost shouted. It’s Yuto’s voice. Ryosuke halt in his step, also Chinen, and decided to just eavesdropping.
“AHH Ryuu! I can’t believe it! Why I can’t get the perfect score, while Yama-chan can get it!?” Yuto said.
“Calm down, Yuto. It’s because he did his best of course. Don’t you think so?” come Ryutaro voice. Ryosuke smile hearing the younger praised him like that. Yuto doesn’t replied, but after a while he talks.
“But, did you see him study? When we studied because the exam getting nearer, we didn’t see him even hold the book and I am pretty sure that he not study when he arrive home either. So, why he can beat me even Chinen in getting the perfect score? It’s just weird for me, Ryuu.” Yuto said in curiosity. Silence for a while, and Ryosuke almost breakdown because of it.
“Or..or..maybe, he was cheating, Ryuu!?” he exclaimed, and that makes Ryosuke’s heart shattered. “Don’t you think so, Ryuu? If he did that, I will make sure to stop him.” Yuto said again with determined in his voice.
Chinen looked up to see Sad expression on Ryosuke’s face. “Chii, you can go in. I..I want to go to bathroom.” Ryosuke said, and second later he left Chinen stunned in front of the door. Sighing, Chinen then entered the dressing room, earning a ‘konnichiwa’ from Yuto. Chinen just send Yuto an angry glare and that makes the tall boy confused. Ignoring that, then the squirrel just approached Ryutaro and talks with him.
***
“Yama-chan, here. Drink this.” Yuto approached the shorter boy after the practice end. The other just hanging around the practice room, tired after dancing for 2 hours. Ryosuke just accept the bottle then gulped the water. “Yama-chan. I want ask you something. Maybe I am a bit rude, but I want to know.” Yuto said lowly, feeling hesitant. Ryosuke sigh, he knows what Yuto want to talking about.
“You’re get a perfect score in every result of our exams..” Yuto said, but he can’t continue it because Ryosuke already cut him.
“You want to know if I am cheating or not, deshou?” Ryosuke ask flatly and that makes Yuto taken aback. “N..No..It..It’s not like that..I..I just..” Yuto stuttered, feel inferior when sees Ryosuke’s glare. Suddenly the shorter boy stood up abruptly and thrown the bottle he was holding to Yuto’s direction. The others are surprise to see Ryosuke, but they remained silent.
“Can you at least once think that I can be a smart person, can’t you?” Ryosuke ask sadly. Tears are already accumulating in the corner of his eyes. Yuto just remained silent. He is taken aback by Ryosuke’s question. He is indeed never think that Ryosuke can get a perfect score even beat Chinen and him like this.
“I think you will never believe that I can be a smart person then.” Ryosuke said, and with that he left the practice room. Silence engulfed the remaining eight boys then for some minutes until Chinen breaks the silence. He approached Yuto and whacked his head.
“Stupid dense Yuto!” Chinen said.
“Yuto baka. You hurt him, you know.” Daiki said and Yuto frown.
“You just judge him like that, of course he will hurt.” Inoo add. Even Inoo too.
“Go and apologize to him!” Yabu said with a firm tone. Yuto just silent for a while and earning a disbelief look from the others because he still there. After he composed himself, then he walk toward the door and out from the room.
“Hope he will not ruined everything again.” Ryutaro said, and the others just nodded.
***
Ryosuke crying his heart out in dressing room. How Yuto can be so mean to him? Saying him cheating while he is doing his best in study to get those perfect score. He knows that he is not a smart person and maybe he is the stupid one compared to Yuto and Chinen if talked about academics, but that doesn’t mean he can’t get the perfect score.
Ryosuke remembered Yuto’s line on that magazine again and that make his heart hurt more. “I just want him to acknowledge me. I am just to makes him happy.” Ryosuke mumbled lowly.
After some time, he then stopped crying. He feels sick and nauseous just sit and crying in this room and can feel that his body is burning up. Then he stands up toward his bag, but he feels his head aching so badly and around him spinning, his vision blurred. He tried to hold the table beside him but to no avail then he fall hard to the floor. He can heard someone call his name before all around him turned into completed dark.
***
Ryosuke opened his eyes slowly only to find him stared at the familiar ceiling on his room. He can feel a soft fabric on his forehead. “Finally you’re awake.” Said a familiar voice beside him. Ryosuke turned his head only to find Yuto’s figure is sitting beside him and his worried face looking at him.
“Yuto-kun..” he says weakly. “What happened? Why I can be here?” he asks again.
“I found you collapsed at dressing room. I call the others, and we become panic because you were burning up. Then we bring you back here, and call the doctor. The doctor said you collapsed because due exhausted and your high fever. Then your mother told me that yesterday you came soaked in wet that’s why you have fever.” Yuto explained.
“Sorry to trouble you.” Ryosuke said. Then, they fell into pregnant silence.
“Chinen told me.” Yuto said suddenly, and that makes Ryosuke frown. “Chinen told everything to me. From the magazine thing, until you that studying secretly even until past midnight. You’re so careless Ryosuke.” Yuto add. Ryosuke’s cheeks reddened at this, because both of his fever and embarrassment.
“You’re not believes me though. You think I am cheating, although I am not.” Come Ryosuke’s voice and that makes Yuto feels guilty. Then the taller boy caressed his hair.
“I thought, I just surprised, Yama-chan. You can beat me in academics field. But I don’t like it, if you get the perfect score while you must suffer like this.” Yuto said softly.
“What’s your care then?” Ryosuke ask challenging.
“Because I love you, Ryosuke. So much until it’s hurt to seeing you suffer like this.” Yuto replied bluntly and success make Ryosuke widened his eyes. They fell into silence again. Ryosuke can feel his heartbeat is increasing and it’s suffocating him, so he decided to break the silence.
“But..but you want a smart lover, not a baka person like me.” Ryosuke said embarrassedly, and makes Yuto chuckled.
“You know, Ryosuke. I said those at magazine because I don’t want the world knows that I fall in love with ‘baka’ person. I said those so the fans won’t fall in love with me because they can’t get higher expectation than me.” Yuto said playfully.
“You’re so full of yourself.” Ryosuke pouted. Yuto laugh seeing Ryosuke’s expression. After he finished his laugh, then he holds Ryosuke’s hand.
“My ideal lover is not a smart person. My ideal lover is someone that really hard working on something that he love the most, and can break the hardest situation on him. My ideal lover is someone that really work very hard to makes me happy even doing his best in study to makes my line in magazine become true.” Yuto explained, and he give Ryosuke a gentle smile. “My ideal lover is you, Ryosuke.” he add again.
Ryosuke blush at that statement and covering his face with his hands. Yuto smile then take his right hand, and put it on his chest. “You can feel my own heartbeat, Ryosuke. it’s beating for you. My love is for you, so can you accept it, and going out with me?” Yuto ask ever so sweetly. Ryosuke can’t utter a word, and just nodded his head in happiness.
Yuto smile happily at that, and he bring Ryosuke into his warm embrace. “I love you, Ryosuke.” Yuto said softly.
“I love you too, Yuto-kun.” Come Ryosuke’s soft replied.
***
“Ahhh, why just this subject I can’t get the perfect score?” Ryosuke whine for the umpteenth time already today. Daiki just rolled his eyes hearing that, and whacked his head. “You get 98 you know, just 2 score to get the perfect score. It’s almost perfect, why you still complained about it?” he protest. Ryosuke just pouted then.
“Ma..Ma, just stop that Yama-chan, or you will make the others become irritated.” Yuto said while hug the shorter boy’s waist.
“But I can’t give you the perfect score for this, Yuto-kun. If only I had recovered enough at that day, I will get the perfect score for all the subjects.” Ryosuke whine again, and that’s makes Yuya face palmed himself.
“Okay Ryosuke, I command you to stop this. You doing your best, that’s enough to make me happy. If you don’t want to stop, then I will kiss you.” Yuto said again, and the other JUMP members shake their head. Then one by one they left the room, because they don’t want to see the couple doing the lovey dovey act. They just have enough of it for a few days lately since Yuto and Ryosuke become a couple.
“Then Yuto-kun, I won’t stop my whines until you kiss me.” Ryosuke smirk.
“If you say so..” Yuto said lowly, and he landed his lips on Ryosuke’s soft lips. Taken aback by Yuto’s action, Ryosuke just accept it and kiss Yuto fully. They both can feel the happiness just from each other presence after all.
***
THE END
Comments are appreciate as always :D
AN 2 : okay, I make this because I dream it. Weird? But that’s the reality. 2 days ago, suddenly I had a dream that Yuto can’t believe Ryosuke for get a perfect score. The scene in my dream was when Ryosuke show his exam result to Yuto and Chinen on the classroom, and suddenly Yuto stood up and exclaimed “Yama-chan! you must be cheating!”
Maybe because I had read a bunch of YutoYama fics the other day that’s why I had a dream like that. When I told my dream to my sister, she said “Your dream was so fanfic-ish” and I decided to make this fic. First I resist the urge to write this because I am already work in chapter 5 for “Please Accept me, Nii-chan.” but when I am in front of my laptop, this idea for this fic always pop up in my mind and disturbing me. So I must hold my first project and write this instead, and because this fic is finished already, now I can write “Please Accept me, Nii-chan” chappie peacefully. Haha, so random ne~
That’s the scene in my dream, I changed it to this, because it will be to harsh for ryosuke if yuto shouted it in front of the class ne~, and the rest of it, the magazine interview even Ryutaro already on Horikoshi in 2010 all just my imagination. I think this is failed one? Hehe, but I hope everyone is enjoyed this. XD ^_^
Author : Eka Darmayanthi
Pairing : YutoYama, slight YamaChii (friendship)
Genre : friendship, fluff
Rating : G
Summary : “Can’t you trust me once at this..?” (I can’t write the proper summary. So, just read it, minna..>_<)
AN : This fic take the scene when Ryutaro is still in JUMP (because I miss him so much) and when 7 still in High school student. Ryuu already in Horikoshi, because I don’t know the year when JUMP entered high school and education system in Japan ^_^
He adored him so much. Since their junior day, until today they debuted in the same group, he still adored him. Although he is slightly younger than himself, he still respect him so much. Although the taller boy is younger than him, he can’t erase the suffix ‘kun’ while call him. It’s become his habit then, to call him with suffix ‘kun’. Because the younger boy is his senpai after all. So, he want him acknowledge his presence. He will do his best so the younger will acknowledge him.
Interview Myojo January 2010
Q : “Saa, can you tell us what kind of ideal lover do you want?”
Yuto : “Hmm, it’s so awkward to talk about this ne~ but I want my lover is a cheerful person, kind and smart. I want someone smarter than me that she can get a good score in exams, because I don’t want the other people talk bad about her because she doesn’t match with me.”
Q : Sou ka na~ then let’s hope someone like that for your future partner ne~
Ryosuke read and reread again that magazine until he remembered the line Yuto said. “So, you will acknowledge someone that get a good score ne~” Ryosuke mumbled, then put the magazine on the table. Smiling a little, then he grabbed his geography book, and start to read it although it’s already midnight.
***
“Chii! Don’t busy with your phone! Please help me, you had promise me, deshou?” Ryosuke shake Chinen’s shoulder, and that makes the younger boy pout. Currently Ryosuke and Chinen are in Ryosuke’s house, to start study together because the final exams for second year is already nearer. However, from Chinen and Ryosuke start to change their uniform, Ryosuke is studying by himself and Chinen just busy playing the game in his phone although the shorter boy is promise to help Ryosuke.
“Mou~ Ryosuke, why don’t you just rest yourself? After this we still have practice, so I prefer to rest. You don’t push yourself.” Chinen protest.
“Because later we have practice, that’s why I need to use this time to study Chii. I can’t waste my time when the exams just in one week go. I am not that clever like you or Yuto-kun.” Ryosuke reasoned out, his tone sound sarcastic. Hearing those, Chinen just sighed. He knows the reason why the older boy hard working himself. He knows very well and he had help the older to study lately, and saw how Ryosuke work hard because he want to get a good score or even perfect score. But Chinen isn’t blind. For this few weeks, Ryosuke already over working himself and that makes the squirrel become worried. Ryosuke still in his filming for Hidarime Tantei Eye, and that’s alone already makes him tired not forget about concert and the others stuff and he still study in past midnight.
“I don’t want to labeled as a baka person again for get on the lower part of the rank, Chii.” He said lowly without turning his head from the math book. Chinen just rolled his eyes. Sometime Ryosuke become so exaggerating over a simple thing like this. Then the squirrel just sit beside him, and flicked his forehead. “Itai! What was that for?” Ryosuke ask.
“Stop exaggerating Ryosuke. it’s not that you’re the stupid person on the school. You just get, hmm let’s me remember..10th rank under me and Yuto-kun. It’s no a big deal, instead you still the first rank on with camera stuff ne~” Chinen said playfully, but that makes the ichigo boy pouted. “Beside, you’ve improved you know. You had been studying all this time.” Chinen add.
“Fine, then just rest yourself. I will study by myself then.” Ryosuke said flatly. Chinen just sighed again and then he makes himself comfortable on Ryosuke’s bed while he doesn’t care with Ryosuke’s stubbornness.
***
“Ohayou Yuto!” Chinen greets when the taller boy arrive at the classroom. Yuto seated himself on his chair behind Chinen and sigh deeply. “Aah, I thought I will be late.” Yuto said, but when he realized that one of his band mate doesn’t arrived yet, he frown.
“Chii, I thought I will be the last that come to school, but I see that Yama-chan doesn’t arrive yet.” Yuto said while glancing toward the empty seat beside Chinen. Chinen titled his head, looked confused too. “I dunno. Maybe he overslept?” Chinen said back. Yuto looked at his wristwatch and widened his eyes. “Yama-chan just have 5 minutes before Kirisaki sensei come.” Yuto said. Both Yuto and Chinen are waiting their mate worriedly. They know if Ryosuke come late, he can’t get permitted to attend the class at all. Kirisaki sensei is famous for his strict toward a late student.
However, two minutes before the bell ring, the door of the classroom opened, and showed Ryosuke’s figure. He breathed in relieve when sees that sensei isn’t there yet. He then walks toward his chair without minding weird look from Kamiki and Shougo. Ryosuke knows that him self is in mess because he had run earlier. He sits in his chair with a loud sigh. “Save!” he said lowly.
Yuto just smile relieve when sees his band mate arrive safely meanwhile Chinen give a suspicious glare toward his seatmate that now busying himself to prepare his books. He glanced at Yuto and when the taller boy doesn’t notice, Chinen elbowing Ryosuke. “Nani?” Ryosuke ask.
“You overslept because you study until past midnight again deshou?” Chinen ask Ryosuke, and the ichigo boy just smile sheepishly. Chinen just sigh at this.
“Didn’t I tell you to rest after we finished our job last night? Why you study again? For God’s sake, Ryosuke! You are overworking yourself.” Chinen said disbelief. He wants to protest again, but sensei is already come, so he just dropped the topic.
***
Finally, the exam days has come. The four horikoshi JUMP boys use their break time on practice to study. The BEST members just can watch them, and sometime teasing them to break their tense.
“Yuto, can you teach me this part?” Ryutaro ask to the taller boy in front of him. Currently Ryutaro, Chinen, Yuto and Ryosuke are studying together after the break. They have one hour until the practice start again. Keito, the remaining 7 members just decided to tagged along with BEST to search for lunch because he doesn’t want to disturb the Horikoshi boys.
Looking at the younger boy, then Yuto give a gentle smile and nod. Ryosuke just looked at the two, observing Yuto’s serious face while the taller give the youngest boy explanation. Ryosuke smiling when he sees Yuto’s frown go deeper. ‘Yuto is so fascinating’ Ryosuke thinking. He is too engrossed to observed the taller boy until doesn’t realize that now the taller boy is looking at him. Yuto can feel that someone is staring at him, so when he turned his head, he looked Ryosuke is staring at him.
“Yama-chan, doushita no? Is there something weird on my face?” Yuto ask, that makes Ryosuke back to reality. He gulped nervously and just can shake his head. Yuto frown, and ask again, “Then, do you want me to help you? Is there a part that you don’t know?” he asks while smiling gently.
“N..No..I..I am fine. Just teach Ryuu. I want to search for a cold drink.” Ryosuke replied and with that he dash to out and shut the door quickly. Yuto just titled his head in wonder, but back to reality again when Ryutaro called him to ask about the lesson.
Meanwhile, outside the room, Ryosuke just leaning on the wall. He manage his breath and calming himself. His cheeks is already as red as strawberry. “Stupid. How can I staring at him like that.” He mumbled lowly. Decided it’s not the right time to come back with his reddening cheeks, he then decided to go to cafeteria.
***
It’s already the fourth day of the exams week. Although it’s not finished yet, but the result for the first day and second day are already out. Shida Mirai, as class representative spread the result to it’s respective owner. When Shida gives Ryosuke his result, she said a low ‘omedeto’ while smiling then walks again. Ryosuke frown, but when he sees his own result, he smile widely.
“Yatta!!” Ryosuke beamed happily, made Chinen and Yuto turned to him. They looked at him in wonder.
“I get a perfect score!” Ryosuke said happily while turned his paper so his two companions can see his score.
“Wow! Omedeto Ryosuke!” Chinen said while tapped his shoulder. Ryosuke smiling hearing that. Then slowly he turn to looked at Yuto. He can see Yuto frown, but when Ryosuke looking at him, Yuto smile.
“Good job Yama-chan!” Yuto said gently. Ryosuke can’t help but smile wilder hearing those words from Yuto.
“Arigatou!” unconsciously then he hug his two companions and makes Yuto and Chinen just chuckled at that.
***
Ryosuke walk carefully toward JUMP dressing room. He can feel his aching head, but he just ignored it. Last night after practice, the rain pour heavily and he must run under the rain forcefully because he forget his umbrella and being the last one to go home. Still when he arrive at home he learn the last subject for the exam tomorrow, and now he know the consequences being a stubborn kid. When he woke up, he feels his head aching and his body a bit warm. Ignoring that and just drink an antipyretic, he then out from the house. He wants to rest, but he can’t skipped the practice because concert is getting nearer.
“Daijoubu, Ryosuke. Tomorrow is the last exam day. So, ganbatte!” Ryosuke mumbled to himself.
Mid the hallway, Chinen spotted him, and then they walk together.
“Ne, Ryosuke, daijoubu? You look a bit pale.” Chinen said. Hearing that, Ryosuke just smile and nodded his head slowly. “Daijoubu Chii.”
They already want to open the door when Ryosuke and Chinen hear a familiar voice almost shouted. It’s Yuto’s voice. Ryosuke halt in his step, also Chinen, and decided to just eavesdropping.
“AHH Ryuu! I can’t believe it! Why I can’t get the perfect score, while Yama-chan can get it!?” Yuto said.
“Calm down, Yuto. It’s because he did his best of course. Don’t you think so?” come Ryutaro voice. Ryosuke smile hearing the younger praised him like that. Yuto doesn’t replied, but after a while he talks.
“But, did you see him study? When we studied because the exam getting nearer, we didn’t see him even hold the book and I am pretty sure that he not study when he arrive home either. So, why he can beat me even Chinen in getting the perfect score? It’s just weird for me, Ryuu.” Yuto said in curiosity. Silence for a while, and Ryosuke almost breakdown because of it.
“Or..or..maybe, he was cheating, Ryuu!?” he exclaimed, and that makes Ryosuke’s heart shattered. “Don’t you think so, Ryuu? If he did that, I will make sure to stop him.” Yuto said again with determined in his voice.
Chinen looked up to see Sad expression on Ryosuke’s face. “Chii, you can go in. I..I want to go to bathroom.” Ryosuke said, and second later he left Chinen stunned in front of the door. Sighing, Chinen then entered the dressing room, earning a ‘konnichiwa’ from Yuto. Chinen just send Yuto an angry glare and that makes the tall boy confused. Ignoring that, then the squirrel just approached Ryutaro and talks with him.
***
“Yama-chan, here. Drink this.” Yuto approached the shorter boy after the practice end. The other just hanging around the practice room, tired after dancing for 2 hours. Ryosuke just accept the bottle then gulped the water. “Yama-chan. I want ask you something. Maybe I am a bit rude, but I want to know.” Yuto said lowly, feeling hesitant. Ryosuke sigh, he knows what Yuto want to talking about.
“You’re get a perfect score in every result of our exams..” Yuto said, but he can’t continue it because Ryosuke already cut him.
“You want to know if I am cheating or not, deshou?” Ryosuke ask flatly and that makes Yuto taken aback. “N..No..It..It’s not like that..I..I just..” Yuto stuttered, feel inferior when sees Ryosuke’s glare. Suddenly the shorter boy stood up abruptly and thrown the bottle he was holding to Yuto’s direction. The others are surprise to see Ryosuke, but they remained silent.
“Can you at least once think that I can be a smart person, can’t you?” Ryosuke ask sadly. Tears are already accumulating in the corner of his eyes. Yuto just remained silent. He is taken aback by Ryosuke’s question. He is indeed never think that Ryosuke can get a perfect score even beat Chinen and him like this.
“I think you will never believe that I can be a smart person then.” Ryosuke said, and with that he left the practice room. Silence engulfed the remaining eight boys then for some minutes until Chinen breaks the silence. He approached Yuto and whacked his head.
“Stupid dense Yuto!” Chinen said.
“Yuto baka. You hurt him, you know.” Daiki said and Yuto frown.
“You just judge him like that, of course he will hurt.” Inoo add. Even Inoo too.
“Go and apologize to him!” Yabu said with a firm tone. Yuto just silent for a while and earning a disbelief look from the others because he still there. After he composed himself, then he walk toward the door and out from the room.
“Hope he will not ruined everything again.” Ryutaro said, and the others just nodded.
***
Ryosuke crying his heart out in dressing room. How Yuto can be so mean to him? Saying him cheating while he is doing his best in study to get those perfect score. He knows that he is not a smart person and maybe he is the stupid one compared to Yuto and Chinen if talked about academics, but that doesn’t mean he can’t get the perfect score.
Ryosuke remembered Yuto’s line on that magazine again and that make his heart hurt more. “I just want him to acknowledge me. I am just to makes him happy.” Ryosuke mumbled lowly.
After some time, he then stopped crying. He feels sick and nauseous just sit and crying in this room and can feel that his body is burning up. Then he stands up toward his bag, but he feels his head aching so badly and around him spinning, his vision blurred. He tried to hold the table beside him but to no avail then he fall hard to the floor. He can heard someone call his name before all around him turned into completed dark.
***
Ryosuke opened his eyes slowly only to find him stared at the familiar ceiling on his room. He can feel a soft fabric on his forehead. “Finally you’re awake.” Said a familiar voice beside him. Ryosuke turned his head only to find Yuto’s figure is sitting beside him and his worried face looking at him.
“Yuto-kun..” he says weakly. “What happened? Why I can be here?” he asks again.
“I found you collapsed at dressing room. I call the others, and we become panic because you were burning up. Then we bring you back here, and call the doctor. The doctor said you collapsed because due exhausted and your high fever. Then your mother told me that yesterday you came soaked in wet that’s why you have fever.” Yuto explained.
“Sorry to trouble you.” Ryosuke said. Then, they fell into pregnant silence.
“Chinen told me.” Yuto said suddenly, and that makes Ryosuke frown. “Chinen told everything to me. From the magazine thing, until you that studying secretly even until past midnight. You’re so careless Ryosuke.” Yuto add. Ryosuke’s cheeks reddened at this, because both of his fever and embarrassment.
“You’re not believes me though. You think I am cheating, although I am not.” Come Ryosuke’s voice and that makes Yuto feels guilty. Then the taller boy caressed his hair.
“I thought, I just surprised, Yama-chan. You can beat me in academics field. But I don’t like it, if you get the perfect score while you must suffer like this.” Yuto said softly.
“What’s your care then?” Ryosuke ask challenging.
“Because I love you, Ryosuke. So much until it’s hurt to seeing you suffer like this.” Yuto replied bluntly and success make Ryosuke widened his eyes. They fell into silence again. Ryosuke can feel his heartbeat is increasing and it’s suffocating him, so he decided to break the silence.
“But..but you want a smart lover, not a baka person like me.” Ryosuke said embarrassedly, and makes Yuto chuckled.
“You know, Ryosuke. I said those at magazine because I don’t want the world knows that I fall in love with ‘baka’ person. I said those so the fans won’t fall in love with me because they can’t get higher expectation than me.” Yuto said playfully.
“You’re so full of yourself.” Ryosuke pouted. Yuto laugh seeing Ryosuke’s expression. After he finished his laugh, then he holds Ryosuke’s hand.
“My ideal lover is not a smart person. My ideal lover is someone that really hard working on something that he love the most, and can break the hardest situation on him. My ideal lover is someone that really work very hard to makes me happy even doing his best in study to makes my line in magazine become true.” Yuto explained, and he give Ryosuke a gentle smile. “My ideal lover is you, Ryosuke.” he add again.
Ryosuke blush at that statement and covering his face with his hands. Yuto smile then take his right hand, and put it on his chest. “You can feel my own heartbeat, Ryosuke. it’s beating for you. My love is for you, so can you accept it, and going out with me?” Yuto ask ever so sweetly. Ryosuke can’t utter a word, and just nodded his head in happiness.
Yuto smile happily at that, and he bring Ryosuke into his warm embrace. “I love you, Ryosuke.” Yuto said softly.
“I love you too, Yuto-kun.” Come Ryosuke’s soft replied.
***
“Ahhh, why just this subject I can’t get the perfect score?” Ryosuke whine for the umpteenth time already today. Daiki just rolled his eyes hearing that, and whacked his head. “You get 98 you know, just 2 score to get the perfect score. It’s almost perfect, why you still complained about it?” he protest. Ryosuke just pouted then.
“Ma..Ma, just stop that Yama-chan, or you will make the others become irritated.” Yuto said while hug the shorter boy’s waist.
“But I can’t give you the perfect score for this, Yuto-kun. If only I had recovered enough at that day, I will get the perfect score for all the subjects.” Ryosuke whine again, and that’s makes Yuya face palmed himself.
“Okay Ryosuke, I command you to stop this. You doing your best, that’s enough to make me happy. If you don’t want to stop, then I will kiss you.” Yuto said again, and the other JUMP members shake their head. Then one by one they left the room, because they don’t want to see the couple doing the lovey dovey act. They just have enough of it for a few days lately since Yuto and Ryosuke become a couple.
“Then Yuto-kun, I won’t stop my whines until you kiss me.” Ryosuke smirk.
“If you say so..” Yuto said lowly, and he landed his lips on Ryosuke’s soft lips. Taken aback by Yuto’s action, Ryosuke just accept it and kiss Yuto fully. They both can feel the happiness just from each other presence after all.
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THE END
Comments are appreciate as always :D
AN 2 : okay, I make this because I dream it. Weird? But that’s the reality. 2 days ago, suddenly I had a dream that Yuto can’t believe Ryosuke for get a perfect score. The scene in my dream was when Ryosuke show his exam result to Yuto and Chinen on the classroom, and suddenly Yuto stood up and exclaimed “Yama-chan! you must be cheating!”
Maybe because I had read a bunch of YutoYama fics the other day that’s why I had a dream like that. When I told my dream to my sister, she said “Your dream was so fanfic-ish” and I decided to make this fic. First I resist the urge to write this because I am already work in chapter 5 for “Please Accept me, Nii-chan.” but when I am in front of my laptop, this idea for this fic always pop up in my mind and disturbing me. So I must hold my first project and write this instead, and because this fic is finished already, now I can write “Please Accept me, Nii-chan” chappie peacefully. Haha, so random ne~
That’s the scene in my dream, I changed it to this, because it will be to harsh for ryosuke if yuto shouted it in front of the class ne~, and the rest of it, the magazine interview even Ryutaro already on Horikoshi in 2010 all just my imagination. I think this is failed one? Hehe, but I hope everyone is enjoyed this. XD ^_^