an update of sorts

[ejstorm]

so this whole apple valley thing hasn't turned out to be all it was cracked up to be. time off work should theoretically be relaxing, but since i don't have anything to do, i pretty much sleep all day, which makes me feel even more tired, and pretty crappy. i haven't even seen anyone, except i hung out with sara one night, and that was awesome. i'm pretty lonely and sad and everyone keeps saying things will get better, but i'm not sure when. i'm waiting on some paperwork before i can even turn in my job applications, so who knows when i'll actually have a job. and i kind of don't think that substitute teaching is going to be the best environment for making friends.

i feel like i'm bugging everyone, with my constant IMs and phone calls and myspace messages. if i am, i'd rather you let me know. it'll hurt for a minute, but i find these things are better when you just tell the truth.

and i'm not looking for a pity party, so please refrain, kthanks.

p.s. davis friends, especially mary and kristi, i miss you tons!