tiz the season
alright well this entry is for holly haha
so alot of things have been on my mind. especially the thot of christmas. ive never really gotten into it. we never put out lights on our house, we never really decorate or nething, and like 4 days before xmas we put the tree up. kinda depressing. so this christmas i kinda feel sumthing new. proabaly because i have a totally different relationship with christ than i did my other high school years. ive saved up all my work money and im not spending a single thing on me. i want to be giving because thats what this whole thing is about. well not ALL about but u know wut i mean. i am also tired of people complaining about how xmas started too early. well u know what? its a freakin good thing it did. shouldnt we all be acting like its christmas every day of our lives? shouldnt we always be willing to sacrfice our time to help others, to give to others what we have and they dont, shouldnt we be celebrating the wonders of JC and his birth? i mean common. sure the songs get a little annoying but its the spirit that should be yearround.
neways
i want to be more selfless this year. i want to stop giving in into all the commercials. im tired of having them define what is exceptable, what is pretty, what is rich etc. screw all that.screw all the magazines that tell u u have to eat celerey and run 35 miles just to lose one pound. sure this is trite but its the truth. people (girls) are so pressured these days on what people think of them. are they fat? does everyone see that pimple? life is beautiful itself and im gunna enjoy all the natural beauty it holds.i dnt wanna care about materialism or my social status. whats that gunna do? im gunna have the friends that count and i dont want to pour the money im making into clothes and jewelry. i want it to go to people, and things to do that are fun and enlighting. not into sumthing that im just gunna give to the goodwill once it gets old and raggy.
Alright cool well there u have it. my really opinionated entry
so alot of things have been on my mind. especially the thot of christmas. ive never really gotten into it. we never put out lights on our house, we never really decorate or nething, and like 4 days before xmas we put the tree up. kinda depressing. so this christmas i kinda feel sumthing new. proabaly because i have a totally different relationship with christ than i did my other high school years. ive saved up all my work money and im not spending a single thing on me. i want to be giving because thats what this whole thing is about. well not ALL about but u know wut i mean. i am also tired of people complaining about how xmas started too early. well u know what? its a freakin good thing it did. shouldnt we all be acting like its christmas every day of our lives? shouldnt we always be willing to sacrfice our time to help others, to give to others what we have and they dont, shouldnt we be celebrating the wonders of JC and his birth? i mean common. sure the songs get a little annoying but its the spirit that should be yearround.
neways
i want to be more selfless this year. i want to stop giving in into all the commercials. im tired of having them define what is exceptable, what is pretty, what is rich etc. screw all that.screw all the magazines that tell u u have to eat celerey and run 35 miles just to lose one pound. sure this is trite but its the truth. people (girls) are so pressured these days on what people think of them. are they fat? does everyone see that pimple? life is beautiful itself and im gunna enjoy all the natural beauty it holds.i dnt wanna care about materialism or my social status. whats that gunna do? im gunna have the friends that count and i dont want to pour the money im making into clothes and jewelry. i want it to go to people, and things to do that are fun and enlighting. not into sumthing that im just gunna give to the goodwill once it gets old and raggy.
Alright cool well there u have it. my really opinionated entry