frustration

[ejay166]

so tonight i kinda just have a built up frustration with certain things and people. I wish u could care about a person and them care back the same. So often i feel like i have to impress people by sayin nice things about them. and thats not even me. i dont suck up to other people.its just that that is what i think i have to do in order to get their attention, even tho i dnt. it just pisses me off cuz im losing alot of people and i dnt want to and its just frustrating. cuz its like i want them to notice that i still wanna be friends but they are so caught up in everything else and themselves, they dnt take notice. rrrrrrrrrrrr. i just wish that once in my life i could find sum1 who i can trust to treat me the same way. prolly just a perfect little dream thatll never come true so why bother.

yuck. sry