May 03, 2005 16:18
Just another day comtemplating the reason I wanted to go into this field...I've never wanted months of my life to go by so fast. I'm very ready for a new adventure.
I've slipped in working out---ugh, it's SO hard to start back up again, but I have so much ass...
I'm ready for warmer weather and new challenges. I've realized I really want to get a Master's degree before I'm 30, and I'm putting alot of research into colleges. I've even thought of teaching English in Korea or something like that for 6 months or so to save up for tutition. Just ideas.
I'm getting depressed again, which is never productive. Desk jobs just bore the hell out of me. I need more activity filled days. I'm grateful to finally have a job again, I've just decided this isn't what I want for a long-term career. I don't feel 25.
I need new avenues to do actually artistic design, real pieces without editing from people with no design talent/experience. The fun feels sucked out of this and I don't draw anymore. Would anyone like to give me tons of cash so I can do nothing but draw a comic book for a year?