Awake
So I had big goals tonight to work on my business cards and sample sheets after class, neither of which I did. The farthest I got was looking through the Print Design Annual 2004 for inspiration (and because some of my friends have work that won).
I'm tired, but I can't sleep. Not one thing in my life is certain or stable, and it's cramping my style. If I had one solid thing to build from it'd be easier to make some choices and get things done. I'm frozen right now, worried that to make one decision too quickly will screw up other options. Typical me, if I'm given too many options, I'll endlessly debate which one would be exactly perfect and never come to any conclusions.
It's not that I need someome to make decisions for me, it's just that I've never been a detail person, too many details keep me from seeing the bigger picture.
I've tried to distract myself with making new friends, but as usual, the people I meet out here are strange and I wind up comparing them to friends I have in other states. I have some good friends out here, but most of them I met at college, and we don't get to hang out that often anymore. The new ones are turning out to be flaky or annoying. Or both. Then I wind up begging you guys to move out here so I can have a decent conversation with someone who gets me without having to pay long distance for it.
I'm tired, but I can't sleep. Not one thing in my life is certain or stable, and it's cramping my style. If I had one solid thing to build from it'd be easier to make some choices and get things done. I'm frozen right now, worried that to make one decision too quickly will screw up other options. Typical me, if I'm given too many options, I'll endlessly debate which one would be exactly perfect and never come to any conclusions.
It's not that I need someome to make decisions for me, it's just that I've never been a detail person, too many details keep me from seeing the bigger picture.
I've tried to distract myself with making new friends, but as usual, the people I meet out here are strange and I wind up comparing them to friends I have in other states. I have some good friends out here, but most of them I met at college, and we don't get to hang out that often anymore. The new ones are turning out to be flaky or annoying. Or both. Then I wind up begging you guys to move out here so I can have a decent conversation with someone who gets me without having to pay long distance for it.