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I dont know why I get so upset with the littlest things. :(
Over comments on xanga?! That is sooooo dumb! Am I being self-centered when I feel like I should be the most important person? This has just been a hard week with being sick and everything. I just felt like I've went out of my way to send emails and use the "other xanga" to post nice things and I didn't even get a reply or a comment back or anything. The only time I do is if I say something or I make a big deal out of it and that isn't waht I want. Or the comments will be meaningless and say the exact same thing like last 2 of them have. I should just quit posting on xanga. I like a lot of people on there, but I can tlak to them without posting. If he has time to post on robs boards or his new friend, leslie's, then he should post on mine too. It is something stupid, but I always feel like I'm going out of my way to make him feel special and he takes it for granted and just ignores it. :( :( :( :( :(
Over comments on xanga?! That is sooooo dumb! Am I being self-centered when I feel like I should be the most important person? This has just been a hard week with being sick and everything. I just felt like I've went out of my way to send emails and use the "other xanga" to post nice things and I didn't even get a reply or a comment back or anything. The only time I do is if I say something or I make a big deal out of it and that isn't waht I want. Or the comments will be meaningless and say the exact same thing like last 2 of them have. I should just quit posting on xanga. I like a lot of people on there, but I can tlak to them without posting. If he has time to post on robs boards or his new friend, leslie's, then he should post on mine too. It is something stupid, but I always feel like I'm going out of my way to make him feel special and he takes it for granted and just ignores it. :( :( :( :( :(