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God,
Why do I feel this way? I am blessed with so much, but at the same time I am so selfish. I have been so depressed lately I really dislike this feeling, but it won't go away. I feel like I'm being so ungrateful for all that You have given me. I know that you wouldn't steer me wrong and you want what is best for me. At this point, I'm not sure what that is. I just feel so emotionally drained, but relieved that I have you to lean on. Without you I don't know where I would be. You're my best friend and the one I come to with everything. I know that I am so unworthy of all that you have given me. I'm so thankful for all the strength that you have given me over the past few weeks to get through academically. I know that I couldn't do it without you. I just really need you emotionally right now. Please fill me up with your love and strength and allow me to be the person you want me to be. I feel so selfish right now. I feel bad about my thoughts and I'm totally lost with what you want me to do with my life. I'll just keep praying until you feel it is right for me to know. I have so much on my mind right now and a lot of hurt in my heart that I've been keeping in for a long time. Even if I hide it from the rest of the world, You know. Give me the strength to put these things behind me and give me peace.
With love,
-Korina-
Why do I feel this way? I am blessed with so much, but at the same time I am so selfish. I have been so depressed lately I really dislike this feeling, but it won't go away. I feel like I'm being so ungrateful for all that You have given me. I know that you wouldn't steer me wrong and you want what is best for me. At this point, I'm not sure what that is. I just feel so emotionally drained, but relieved that I have you to lean on. Without you I don't know where I would be. You're my best friend and the one I come to with everything. I know that I am so unworthy of all that you have given me. I'm so thankful for all the strength that you have given me over the past few weeks to get through academically. I know that I couldn't do it without you. I just really need you emotionally right now. Please fill me up with your love and strength and allow me to be the person you want me to be. I feel so selfish right now. I feel bad about my thoughts and I'm totally lost with what you want me to do with my life. I'll just keep praying until you feel it is right for me to know. I have so much on my mind right now and a lot of hurt in my heart that I've been keeping in for a long time. Even if I hide it from the rest of the world, You know. Give me the strength to put these things behind me and give me peace.
With love,
-Korina-