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I drank far to much last night, I smoked half a pack, but I enjoyed the bud.
My head hurts though, I feel weak, and I woke up sad and depressed. I want to cry, I'm trying to get it out of my system before tonight and before tomorrow. I miss so many people, I wish Meagan was here and not in Washington. She would know what to do.
No matter what people say you will always have a "thing" for that one person. You can't get over them.
I had a weird series of dreams last night. Some beautiful some terrifying. I woke up in a sweat from one.
I don't know what I'm going to do when everyone leaves though. I don't want it to go back the way it was last summer. Me alone on the weekends because my "bestfriend" was always with her boy friend. Sonny's moving, Modo is going back, Sarah is moving, Katie is moving, and I don't care what Andi does.
Tomorrow never knows though.
My head hurts though, I feel weak, and I woke up sad and depressed. I want to cry, I'm trying to get it out of my system before tonight and before tomorrow. I miss so many people, I wish Meagan was here and not in Washington. She would know what to do.
No matter what people say you will always have a "thing" for that one person. You can't get over them.
I had a weird series of dreams last night. Some beautiful some terrifying. I woke up in a sweat from one.
I don't know what I'm going to do when everyone leaves though. I don't want it to go back the way it was last summer. Me alone on the weekends because my "bestfriend" was always with her boy friend. Sonny's moving, Modo is going back, Sarah is moving, Katie is moving, and I don't care what Andi does.
Tomorrow never knows though.