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[eisernerteufel8]

it's 4:30 in the morning and i realize i have to get my life in order. too much shit is building up in my head and i need to deal with it. meditation is going to need to take place or i will probably lose my mind. there's so much wrong with my mind at this point. odd that i would realize this so late. i should be sleeping.

i should update more. perhaps.