There are several of these... most commonly occurring in areas regarding self image and ability. But there are also the lies we tell ourselves about love.
Namely, that its actually a good thing.
No I'm not being maudlin, I'm not being dramatic...just pointing out that one of the destructive forces on earth is all wrapped up in love. At times, I feel like roadkill waiting to happen. Just waiting for another knife to an applicable body part.
And yet...its still there. Love.... I feel it, in my blood, my heart, my mind...but at this juncture, I'm looking at it sideways like its a terminal illness. So, I'm not going to do anything about it.
My counselor gave me a new process to enact. I'll explain it later...
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