Every beat sears his chest. Beliefs pin the arson on you...
Well, I wrote out an entry and if you saw it... forget it.
I've decided that I am NOT going to allow myself to be depressed. Shit sucks. Oh well. Might as well be happy while it sucks.
Also, I'm not going to allow myself to be cryptic, right now. Plain words do the same job. (Though there are some things I can't plainly say, for other people's sake.)
There's only one thing bothering me at the moment... That is that I've had a bit of an empty ache ever since a couple events and I feel as if something I'd hoped for for a long time just ended unfulfilled.
I ALSO really feel as if I understand that part of being an adult is not that juvenile "Omfg! We r bf/gf!" and the like.
I want to try casual dating. Nothing more. My only issue is that I have no idea where to meet people. I work with older people, so that's out... I won't want to date any of the Triton girls when I go back, so screw that. And other than those two parts of life (work and school), I don't know where to meet people.
I can't wait to get a(nother) license.
I've decided that I am NOT going to allow myself to be depressed. Shit sucks. Oh well. Might as well be happy while it sucks.
Also, I'm not going to allow myself to be cryptic, right now. Plain words do the same job. (Though there are some things I can't plainly say, for other people's sake.)
There's only one thing bothering me at the moment... That is that I've had a bit of an empty ache ever since a couple events and I feel as if something I'd hoped for for a long time just ended unfulfilled.
I ALSO really feel as if I understand that part of being an adult is not that juvenile "Omfg! We r bf/gf!" and the like.
I want to try casual dating. Nothing more. My only issue is that I have no idea where to meet people. I work with older people, so that's out... I won't want to date any of the Triton girls when I go back, so screw that. And other than those two parts of life (work and school), I don't know where to meet people.
I can't wait to get a(nother) license.