(no subject)
No matter how hard, how long one strives
Like blood stains in showers of glass fragments
Straining as the heart lays amongst the rubbish
The attempt to put back what had been broken
Trust the betrayal and honor the death
Such things will demolish the peace of an innocent mind
Breaking the silence of the highest peak of passionate trust
Screams yielding to the force of being consumed
Within all that is holy and defiled.
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Joyous innocence spilling forth through young eyes
Untainted senses and shining life sparkling
As the flickers of light from the oceans that sing
Undeterred by the looming future so unknown
Loyalty of the second nature
A heart of simple muted gold
May you forever shine for the lost souls
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Self torture is the secret addicting game
Feelings of loss within painful breaths
Unshed tears confined a bleeding soul
Comforting cruelty contained in bitter sweet words
Your presence, constant reminders of time
Protection is justification used to deny that inside
Denied passion restless within the veins
Regrets tying down the wings of life
Doubt in sharp turns
Anger lashes of inward and outward sides
Disbelief of presented honesty
Acceptance of all lies
Playing the keys of a broken heart
Cautious steps with impulsive rhythm
Melodies break through defining silence
As your presence in my mind.
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....damn it... Bastards...
[[If you don't understand. The first one is written for kitazawa, or the remembrance of. The second is written for Shuichi, and the third for tohma. Since eiri is no good with words. ]]