So what the hell is wrong with me?

[eiresorcha]

I don't know what my problem has been lately. I seriously haven't been much of a friend to anyone, let alone Owen, and I really have no good excuse. Yet I think all this would have been easier if my ties had been cut before I left, and not haunting me still though I'm 1000 miles away

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reply of DOOOM!!!

[shadow_owen]

So You remeber that time that I asked you out.... and I think I said All I realy wanna do is make you happy, and all I realy wanted from you was for you to care for me? Now I realy dont think your a bitch.... however I do have some very deep rooted trust issues with women in general.... So thats probably why I was kinda an ass at random times. I'm sorry for those times. I'm not sure realy what to do about everything.... You don't pay any attention to me and are always hanging out with random guys.... scratch that your mostly hanging out with Osnoe. I don't realy know what your relation ship is with him.... What I do know is that you spent all of saturday and saterday night with him off post.... with no way to call you. You don't realy talk to me and you have that familiar look in your eyes that I've seen so many times before. I'm not stupid.... The only reason I put up with it is because yeah I do like you a little bit. We really have to talk about all this because its starting to get weird and stuff.... The thing that I cant tell is if your still hanging on to your ex boyfriend or if you have feelings for somebody else.... it kinda bothers me that were going out but dont really see each other.... talk about anything.... I get maybe 15 mins a day with you.... if I'm lucky.... I know thats kinda my fault to.... the whole car humping thing and not phasing and being stuck in prison forever.... But I mean all your free time you cant spare even a little for me every once and awhile. Like I said I really don't know what to do.... so I'm kinda just going with the flow and letting you figure stuff out. although I wish I could help you figure out whatever it is you need to figure out. I really wanna stop this habbit of getting a g/f and then 3 or 4 weeks into it random stuff starts happening and it ends the relationship, then they always have some reason to hate me and not talk to me for a year.... I know this cant be healthy for my heart, so can we please figure stuff out and fix things. call me.