Sad as a clud...
I'm having a bit of a drop down right now.
I really want to work at Disneyland Paris next year, but I was trying to write a letter of application and I thought : "What's the point? Who's gonna hire me, anyway?" Despite my being a Disney crazy fan and wanting so bad to be part of the Disney magic, I am not in any possible way suitable enough for their ridiculous high standards. My French is not good enough, my English is not as fluent as I thought, I don't have a sprinkling personality, I am clumsy and shy.
I don't want to let this dream of mine slip away, of course. I want to try harder and harder, but right now, I just don't feel strong enough. I just want to go to bed and forget everything.
I need some love... =(
I really want to work at Disneyland Paris next year, but I was trying to write a letter of application and I thought : "What's the point? Who's gonna hire me, anyway?" Despite my being a Disney crazy fan and wanting so bad to be part of the Disney magic, I am not in any possible way suitable enough for their ridiculous high standards. My French is not good enough, my English is not as fluent as I thought, I don't have a sprinkling personality, I am clumsy and shy.
I don't want to let this dream of mine slip away, of course. I want to try harder and harder, but right now, I just don't feel strong enough. I just want to go to bed and forget everything.
I need some love... =(