A moment of self reflection.

[eireanngobrachx]

I feel as if I'm the only one left on campus, it's a bit eerie. 
He's late...am I surprised?  
Not so much.  
Last night he called and said to have fun on the bus, because he was flying out to Chicago this morning or something.
It's all just a stupid game, is there really any reason for it?  At all?
Grow up, Father.

Sigh.

I was also reaffirmed of how touchy I am about certain things last night...How apparently I'm not as over some things as I thought.
Certain topics still slice at me like a knife, regardless of who brings them up.
Brings about an almost primal defense mechanism...
It's all I can do to bite my tounge.

Sigh #2.

In other news...

I miss Stephen. 
A lot.
A whole lot.