Happy 30th Birthday Junno!
Happy 30th Birthday Taguchi Junnosuke~!
It's has been 3 years I have skipped doing a post dedicated for your birthday. 3 years seems like a long years somehow. & me getting back writing in LJ is a surprised as well. If it's not because of your announcement, I probably won't even check my LJ. I have wanted to write something since your announcement on 24th November 2015, but i somehow couldn't put my thoughts in words. To be honest, writing is difficult for me nowadays, be it for fandom nor real life. I've just tend to keep everything in my head, my heart until it burst somehow - usually it'll be crying my hearts out. ha-ha.
Getting back to the point, it's unbelievable that you're already 30 years old man today. You don't look like one. You don't act like one. It's like you're always younger than your real age. Take it as a compliment Junno. I would love to look younger always. & i guess being 30-ies may hit you hard enough that you think you need to do something else for your ownself. & the decision to leave KAT-TUN is part of the process you need to take in searching for your own ideal life.
As a fan, it hurts me to know that you're leaving. I would love to keep you as KAT-TUN members forever. But that is me being selfish and unfair. When as a fan, I couldn't be loyal to you guys 100% either. It's true, I am still supporting your music, but i couldn't really follow your activities like i did 3-4 years ago. Real life is taking control more than ever now as your age and responsibilities increases. So I couldn't be selfish ne.
I could understand your decision Junno. For that, I couldn't stop you or force you to stay with KAT-TUN. It is your life and it is your right to make whatever decision that you think is good for you. But I am curious to know your real reason, darling. But I don't think you would tell anyone truthfully either. But do explain a lil bit more of your reasons to Kame, Maru & Ueda & not to forget us "Hyphens" to help us understand and accept it with open heart. We will be happy for you in the long run but don't leave us hanging.
& you make me very curious, love. Are you leaving the entertainment industry once and for all? & does that means, we won't be able to know about you at all? If that's the case, can i recommend you to have twitter, facebook & instagram? That would makes me very happy to be honest. At least, if i am feeling down or anything, i could run to your instagram and see your smiles & take your "Tagutive" dose and keep on living. Junno sayang, please knows that your smiles cheers up lots of people, all over the world. Mind you, you guys do have international fans, don't ever forget that.
But i have to say, I am proud of you Junno. For taking a stand in what you believe, for coming upfront and announce the decision LIVE, for not shattering during the announcement... Part of me is glad you tell us beforehand. It's still a suprise, but at least i could still see you a few months more. I'm so glad for that. Please come out more Junno. Let me still see you guys as 4 nin. I will treasure this few months while you're still here.
Junno, i think I'm done crying for your leaving. I think. At the moment, all i feel is a lil bit lost and wondering how KAT-TUN will be in the future. Please, while you're still here as KAT-TUN, do the best you can & keep creating memories as KAT-TUN. & please help to motivate Kame, Maru & Uepi. I hope they won't ever give up. Cheer them up Junno. That's your role in KAT-TUN. Give them a tight hug from me too. & i hope, when you leave, your friendship with each other will continue to blossom. Go hang out still! Ask Koki to join please. I miss that rascal too. Okay, maybe if Kame is okay, invite Jin too. haha. Man, I miss KAT-TUN as a whole. *hugs you guys tight*
I hope JE won't disband KAT-TUN. Please.
Junno, this entry doesn't seems like a good dedicated birthday post for you ne (if to compare to previous previous post). It's like I'm lecturing you over things. Haha. Gomen. But i wish tons and tons of happiness for your life ahead. I wish this decision is right for you and you are able to get whatever you want to achieve by making this decision. Not knowing if you are still gonna be around entertainment industry, please know that you would always and forever be my ichiban, my prince of smiles. You want to be someone who is like the sun, you said in your hanashi. Don't you realized you are one, Junno. You are the Hyphen's optimistic sunshine. :)
Junno honey, i hope you guys would have one last concert together. A 10th years Anniversary concert. I'll try my best to attend this time. Even if it will make me broke, I'll try my hardest to come. It would be an emotional concert I believe. But, please do one! #prayhard.
& lastly, happy birthday love. Have a good one. I love you and will keep on supporting you forever. Just take care.
love,
Eira
It's has been 3 years I have skipped doing a post dedicated for your birthday. 3 years seems like a long years somehow. & me getting back writing in LJ is a surprised as well. If it's not because of your announcement, I probably won't even check my LJ. I have wanted to write something since your announcement on 24th November 2015, but i somehow couldn't put my thoughts in words. To be honest, writing is difficult for me nowadays, be it for fandom nor real life. I've just tend to keep everything in my head, my heart until it burst somehow - usually it'll be crying my hearts out. ha-ha.
Getting back to the point, it's unbelievable that you're already 30 years old man today. You don't look like one. You don't act like one. It's like you're always younger than your real age. Take it as a compliment Junno. I would love to look younger always. & i guess being 30-ies may hit you hard enough that you think you need to do something else for your ownself. & the decision to leave KAT-TUN is part of the process you need to take in searching for your own ideal life.
As a fan, it hurts me to know that you're leaving. I would love to keep you as KAT-TUN members forever. But that is me being selfish and unfair. When as a fan, I couldn't be loyal to you guys 100% either. It's true, I am still supporting your music, but i couldn't really follow your activities like i did 3-4 years ago. Real life is taking control more than ever now as your age and responsibilities increases. So I couldn't be selfish ne.
I could understand your decision Junno. For that, I couldn't stop you or force you to stay with KAT-TUN. It is your life and it is your right to make whatever decision that you think is good for you. But I am curious to know your real reason, darling. But I don't think you would tell anyone truthfully either. But do explain a lil bit more of your reasons to Kame, Maru & Ueda & not to forget us "Hyphens" to help us understand and accept it with open heart. We will be happy for you in the long run but don't leave us hanging.
& you make me very curious, love. Are you leaving the entertainment industry once and for all? & does that means, we won't be able to know about you at all? If that's the case, can i recommend you to have twitter, facebook & instagram? That would makes me very happy to be honest. At least, if i am feeling down or anything, i could run to your instagram and see your smiles & take your "Tagutive" dose and keep on living. Junno sayang, please knows that your smiles cheers up lots of people, all over the world. Mind you, you guys do have international fans, don't ever forget that.
But i have to say, I am proud of you Junno. For taking a stand in what you believe, for coming upfront and announce the decision LIVE, for not shattering during the announcement... Part of me is glad you tell us beforehand. It's still a suprise, but at least i could still see you a few months more. I'm so glad for that. Please come out more Junno. Let me still see you guys as 4 nin. I will treasure this few months while you're still here.
Junno, i think I'm done crying for your leaving. I think. At the moment, all i feel is a lil bit lost and wondering how KAT-TUN will be in the future. Please, while you're still here as KAT-TUN, do the best you can & keep creating memories as KAT-TUN. & please help to motivate Kame, Maru & Uepi. I hope they won't ever give up. Cheer them up Junno. That's your role in KAT-TUN. Give them a tight hug from me too. & i hope, when you leave, your friendship with each other will continue to blossom. Go hang out still! Ask Koki to join please. I miss that rascal too. Okay, maybe if Kame is okay, invite Jin too. haha. Man, I miss KAT-TUN as a whole. *hugs you guys tight*
I hope JE won't disband KAT-TUN. Please.
Junno, this entry doesn't seems like a good dedicated birthday post for you ne (if to compare to previous previous post). It's like I'm lecturing you over things. Haha. Gomen. But i wish tons and tons of happiness for your life ahead. I wish this decision is right for you and you are able to get whatever you want to achieve by making this decision. Not knowing if you are still gonna be around entertainment industry, please know that you would always and forever be my ichiban, my prince of smiles. You want to be someone who is like the sun, you said in your hanashi. Don't you realized you are one, Junno. You are the Hyphen's optimistic sunshine. :)
Junno honey, i hope you guys would have one last concert together. A 10th years Anniversary concert. I'll try my best to attend this time. Even if it will make me broke, I'll try my hardest to come. It would be an emotional concert I believe. But, please do one! #prayhard.
& lastly, happy birthday love. Have a good one. I love you and will keep on supporting you forever. Just take care.
love,
Eira