Junno, I love you!
Holla. Genki desu ka?
I haven't been updating again. I didn't wish Ueda, Koki & my ichiban Junno birthday at all in my LJ. Gomen-ne boys. It has been quite hard for me to update since real life has been super busy lately. I didn't fangirl as much as last year tbh. It's frustrating on my part. But real life must get the first priority ne.
It's not that I don't want to update, but lately it seems to be so hard to express what i feel to words. It would always end up with me opening the blog, write a few sentences, stop for a while and discard the post. (it happens to my other blogs as well.) Sometimes I just wish that Final Year student life is much easier to handle. Too many things to think about, too many things to do, so little time. Sigh. This is life ne?
A short post for my ichiban, Taguchi Junnosuke.
No matter how late am I writing this, just know that I'm always thinking about you.
This year would be the year that I feel Junno is getting more and more handsome, kakkoi and adorkable ever~! Like seriously. He makes me want to squishes and hugs him so much. You have become so irresistible Taguchi Junnosuke. I can't help but love you more and more every day.
Watching your adorkable self makes me so happy. You make me forget all the real-life-study stress. You are just awesome you know that! I still have those doki doki feeling when i think about you. It's like it's the first time knowing this Taguchi Junnosuke. No matter how weird the things you do, how dorky you can be, I would always be able to accept that part of yourself. As matter of fact, those kind of things that makes you...you...is the thing that makes me fall in love with you in the first place.
gifs not mine. (c) to original owners
I would always complain when I didn't see you much in any show. (I mean to compare with the other members' activities that is) Sometimes I just wish you could get yourself super active by being on shows, but that is not your call isn't it? & i'm always scared to think that when you are too busy than you would become too tired and you won't have enough sleeps, you wouldn't eat well and you would get so thin. I don't want that to happen to you as well. Demo... i can't help those feeling of wanting to see you more! Whatever it is Junno, ganbatte in whatever you do okay. I'll be supporting you no matter how much I'm complaining on "not seeing enough of you."
Sometimes I just can't explain how happy you make me, Junno. You just always managed to make me happy. I definitely appreciate that. On a gloomy day, i would just need to get my daily dose of Taguchi Junnosuke. & i'll be fine. If I'm feeling so negative, watching & listening to you would get my gear to change to positive. You are my life saviour, my motivator. Sometimes I just wish that I could get to see you in real life. That would be a day that I would never forget.
Indefinitely, you are just awesome as a person Junno. I'm thankful that you are an idol. For someone like me who doesn't really appreciate artists before, I have come to understand the effect of idols to the fans. Especially yours. That is why I won't ever criticize anyone's idols. They have reasons why they supported their idol. Like I have my reasons for loving and supporting you even when you don't really know of my existence. :)
*i still have lots to talk about the you whom i love so much. but due to time constraints i'll continue whenever time permits*
Dear Taguchi Junnosuke,
On your 26th birthday, I'm wishing you a great health, successful career as an idol & a happy and wonderful life.
No matter what, stay true to yourself because i just love you as you are.
Thank you for being a great idol who always have a positive effects to me.
You would definitely have my support!
Happy birthday dear Junno!
Did i mention that I love you? I DEFINITELY LOVE YOU! XD
tons & tons of love for Junno,
-eirazm-
p/s:
1. (c) to all pics that is not mine.
2. I'm babbling much but i just can't help it today. XD I'm just too overwhelmed when i see Junno that i started this post... but then i got tired & sleepy does why it stop there. Oh well. At least i'm not deleting my entry that should be good ne.
Take care people. Be healthy & be happy alright!