Jun 20, 2009 10:57
Why are you leaving: i am leaving for i seek freedom, absolute responisibilty yet at the same time for moments(sometimes stretching for months) ill be living off the kindess of strangers, angels if you will, but that will be my choice, my responsibility, i want to live off the concepts of true hope, true love and true liberation, i leave because their is alot of things this society/goverment stand for and force me/you to do that i dont belive and i go as far and belive is wrong and i dont belive that i have the right to accept the governments gifts and then turn around and denounce the very thing, so i go and seek a lifestyle that i am truly me, and then of course ohers like me or seeking something other than what is there and then building a stronger more beautiful community, of course this means activism(more specifically:animal,human,eco) since i belive in a form of absolute freedom being the highest form of morals(more choices give more weight to my choice/more meaning) so none of my revolutions will be forced but instead it will be about me and my community and letting us live the way we wish to live and helping all others find their own path with the least amount of restriction on theirs and others lives(i want to move our society closer to the realization that us is grander than I), i want to seek adventure and the unknown in life, i want to not have life told to me what is going to happen but me create it and know that if is screwed up it will mean anything from not eating/travling for the night to death, our society is so far from the freedom side of the specturm and so far into the security side that we can screw up and it means nothing happens but this also means that we do good and NOTHING HAPPENS,
What do you want to gain from this? the top part kind of says this but here is a more condense version: true liberation,true romance,like minded people,the abyss, adventure, activism,LIFE,i wish to create a better self
Are you afraid? this matters on your definition of fear? of course their is part of me screaming to stay but i just laugh at that voice, and it does suck because its looking more and more like i lost my traveling buddy and i really was not planning on having my first long long distance hitch hiking alone but owell, maybe this is for the best
now tell me what do you want from life and why?
never doubt my love of you and what you our, you all inspire and motivate me and if you want to or not you are part the many reasons why i am leaving
if you want to know why i love you specifically than just ask