silly me
so i tried praying................
still nothing
prob not going to that again
its weird to think that i hated prayer because i hated the idea of not talking to god, i always envisioned him next to me and me just talk talk talk, and i knew God observe everything i did, while the whole time i knew God never talked or even tried communicating with me, why was i content with this? was because i knew if God was real then i don't deserve to feel or hear or whatever it is that God does to people, i am an agnostic theist, this means i dont know if their is a god but i believe their is one(if its the Abraham one is a different topic)
i also broke down and had some coke(cola) and it was gross this makes me quite happy, i now know my morals do effect my taste, wonder if its the same for meat?
no company openly kills people, kidnaps and harms families and kids all in the name of stopping unions!!!!
still nothing
prob not going to that again
its weird to think that i hated prayer because i hated the idea of not talking to god, i always envisioned him next to me and me just talk talk talk, and i knew God observe everything i did, while the whole time i knew God never talked or even tried communicating with me, why was i content with this? was because i knew if God was real then i don't deserve to feel or hear or whatever it is that God does to people, i am an agnostic theist, this means i dont know if their is a god but i believe their is one(if its the Abraham one is a different topic)
i also broke down and had some coke(cola) and it was gross this makes me quite happy, i now know my morals do effect my taste, wonder if its the same for meat?
no company openly kills people, kidnaps and harms families and kids all in the name of stopping unions!!!!