Oct 01, 2008 00:07
ahh the feeling of half a foot over the cliff other half on the dusty road that led here, i look down with the same smile as always, and then i look up waiting for a sign we all know will never come, fear rises in me, i hold a blurry map to a treasure chest full, of what i can not say all i know is that its full, i pray it be a angel that has lost its wings, i pray that its a fellow faller, in the embrace we fall,how we have hated the ground, all of it; the cliff we dove from to the ground that will eventually smash upon but its by its gravitation that we have met and clung to each other, its by its pull that gives are actions meanings so we let are embrace be a toast to not the ground itself but laws of natures it serves, we let aer smile be a horn to all else to leap down and fall, throw off the ground and enjoy it all, but then the strangest thing happens we just stop, we float, we levitate by are own will we have gone past that ground and the emptiness around us, we dont have to smash into the ground, we can just lay there in each others arms, we have transcended past natures shackles called gravity, so with are new freedom we stretch are arms and head up, to visit the ground which has brought us together(of course forgetting of the treasure below us) and as we reach the cliff we see others, but instead of sharing in are joy they scream and shout and run awa, they scream monsters, and we realize when we jumped we gave this world up so we fall back down, not this time for the treasure at the bottom but because only in the leap do we grow, only in the leap is there meaning, only in the leap is there love, beauty and understanding,
and all of this came to me in a blink of my 3rd eye and i sit here staring at the cliff in the distance, still deep in the jungle wondering how much longer tell i get there, wanting to jump, wanting to embrace, and most of all want to explore the great abysse and leave this ground of ours, but i wonder on this new adventure would she embrace me or will i just slam into the ground broken and alone,