this is the black hole devouring my soul

Oct 10, 2007 09:51

Truth: a truth is anything that is proven by another truth

of course the fallacy is easily seen with this statement, how is the first truth proven, well it can go a couple of ways either A) it just keeps echoing down tell we get a giant cirlce were when step back we realize that all knowledge is based off of assumptions and leaps of faith, that all logic and philosophy is founded in mysticism B) that the truths keep echoing down tell it gets to a first truth that is not founded in this universe but instead outside of it, and since it is outside of are universe we can never know it except through MYSTICISM,

so of course what does this mean, it means truth, logic, philosophy that is all bullshit its all meaningless, pointless, it doesn't matter if we have free will or can talk to God because everything we all believe in at best is feeling and at worst just a giant illusion, lie we tell are selves, rip the fabric of existence and reality and what do you have? A BUNCH OF HOLES, a bunch of nothing behind it, the hidden truth is there is no truth(i know the fallacy please don't respond to it over and over again{ha ha ha you responding to this}) this is were it gets personal: my whole life has been a giant sham a lie, seeking what was not there,(hope by this time you have looked into your life) all actions seem pointless and lies of echoes past, i know i know why don't I just kill my self right, well there is something inside me that does not allow it, this does not mean, there is a point to life this just means that there is some chemical reaction.(maybe, remember we cant truly know anything) im not arguing that there is no point, im not even arguing all truth, all im saying is there no way of proving it and if ther is no way of knowing and its all based of assumptions and faith, then this "truth" is as "true: as the counter part A=anti A, back to the point (hahaha point)

mysticism: is when you find truth(remember what the definition of truth was) by other means of logic but instead bye emotions, sensory data ect the problem with this is that it is based on you, i mean you say you have experience love what is love well its a feeling how do you know what that feels like, all you know is your own data, you become a prisoner of your own mind, which builds its own walls and bars, but unlike any prison ever built this one can not and will not be broken, there is no outside there is only walls and bars(welcome to yours and my universe) the problem with a relevant universe is that it loses all weight once you realize that the laws only apply to you, there is no truths in relevant universe, sorry what am i doing talking about logic, back to the point (once again hahahaha) your brain grabs at that which is around it(this is of course the best case scenario, the worst being that it creates everything just out of boredom and we are actually little tiny specks of nothing floating in nothing laughing at the nothingness like idiots) so maybe all the enlighten fools that we seem to look up too are not even enlighten but actually farther away from the truth, wait there is no truth fuck wait there might be we just cant prove it, but if you are floating in space is there an up and down it all just perception, the wise men in this world are all just going the way we all say there going(once again that is the best case scenario) maybe there just falling farther and farther down, is there such thing as falling in this case???? right now what is "real" is the emptiness inside the sadness that overfills that which use to be me, and now I have no idea what is in its place and I truly don't care anymore, this is sensory world, im pretty sure there is more but right now that's all these feet can feel, all these eyes can see, and for now that is truth, a truth with no weight, no value, look at me im the man stuck on a island with no food but HEY I HAVE BRICKS OF GOLD, I guess laying here and dying the only thing left to do is just to hug the bricks of gold i have as I fade into nothingness once again, dear god i hope this isn't truth(hahahah once again) but even if you were to talk to me i wouldn't know it was you or just some random voice in my head, so scream away old friend lead me to believe that im crazy, of course crazy needs a point of sanity, and sanity needs truth and since we cant know truth we can truly never know the holy sane to the insane hahahah fuck me and this world.

ps I know I used logic to disprove truth and logic, and prove mysticism, and I know I proved mysticism with logic, and by proving we all know i mean rant and rave
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