Aug 02, 2006 10:17
its to late to go back, to start again; but its always weird to think what would you do if you did go back would you do it all again would you force your self to make the mistakes so life would be the same or would you change it and then change fate would you want to change how things are would you want/need a new life for yourself would you risk haveing a worse one then what you have now, cause you have the sad memories of a time that does not exist and the sad memories of now can the human heart truly take that, i dont know what im writting i truly dont want to type this there is so much more i want to write to explain but i cant and i dont know why i write this instead there is pages and pages of life, emotions, and wonder that i want to put down but cant so i am doomed to write this, everyone i need to talk to is gone everyone i need to help me put things in focus is gone i am once again alone in this world; once again when i need the m there backs are turned to me once again when i scream and shout and on my knees asking for awnser it is quite, thats a little better but not what itruly want to write what is so bad writing this