as always
hello! i was gone for two weeks and i wasn’t able to write anything and i abandoned that drabble challenge. i wanted to focus on my subjects so i couldn’t make time for writing because i suck at multitasking. i couldn’t even write a short entry, it wasn’t easy for me as usual. and the past few days were very rough, i wanted to die again. i plotted horrible plans inside my head and I hate myself more and more as i think such thing. idk, these fiction in my life were the only ones keeping me sane. i’d just click the play button, get swallowed by the screen and there - i escaped from my shortcomings and the cruel reality of what’s happening in my life.