Jun 12, 2007 01:01
"Give it away now"
We drove a lot today, I slept for some of it. But man those hours that i started out the window, jesus it was beautiful. I guess Ive never really looked at the countryside like this. I continued to remark about the beauty and the splendor of the mountins and gma and gpa just shrugged it off like nothing. Jaded, Guess they just see it every day, but i mean I am constantly amazed by these mountins. We were driving pretty close to the edge of a 2000 ft. drop and i couldnt help myslef. I just kept peering over teh edge. I just imagined what would happen if we careened off the cliff. I would like to think that it would be as bad becuase we were falling direclty into the beauty of minor mountins, right into falling into beauty, it wouldnt be a bad death. At least there wouldnt be blood it would blend into the crimson hillside. I cant help but write before bed now, its not only that i cant sleep, its more that i have a nut-load of thoughts in there. I cant seem to get it all out. I feel bad for being on my computer so much but i then cant believe waht id do without it besides killing my DS by playing to too much. Although its getting its fair share of abuse. Car trips do get old after a while, altough so does the DS. My MP3 player wont work untill i plug it into the wall charger....and of course i left it beucase i figured i could plug it into the computer but it f'ed up and now has to be plugged into the wall, so i dont have music to sleep to even if i wanted it. I cant use my computer beucase it cant be right by me and my headphones dont stretch, i dont know it dosnet feel bad to write so often, Im glad i could Yoink the internet at least for a night. It's good because all they did was watch law and order and uhh i dont like that show. So i watched a movie and listend to music. And of course talked to people online. God damn its hot, hotter then i was the past two nights. I mean goddamn. It's cool outside i dont understand why its so hot in this goddamn room. I love this song, I dont know its mindblowingly amazing. I think ever since i watched Adaptation ive like it. I dont know. it brings out weird feelings. Anyways, I should go for now, i think some KITH is needed.
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