Feb 19, 2008 06:13
"With everything Ive got"
It's funny that when i can't sleep i play solitare. I dont know why. It dosent help me sleep, its just something to do when i cant sleep. I watch movies, and i play solitare. I played solitare for 4 and 1/2 hours tonight. across 3 movies. Why can't i fucking sleep? I just dont understand it. I'm not tired, I'm not even exausted. Im awake. And then tomarrow ill fucking sleep till 6 fucking pm. Im so fucking stupid that ill try and wake up but then ill say "fuck it" and go right back to bed. How am i supposed to change my habits when i cant break them myself. I cant wake up early? I cant fucking control my own sleep habits...what the fuck. God dammit
Wel theres two in one week, well even one day. Fuck
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