Oct 14, 2007 16:25
So.
I have abandoned the whole "headers" idea. It was dumb.
We moved to the new school building this week. It was, like, INFINITELY better than the one we had before. The one we had before was basically falling apart by the minute and the new one is sleek and shiny and awesome. Only complaint with new building: The bell. It's IMPOSSIBLE to hear that fucking thing it's so quiet, and it sounds like that noise the seatbelt light on an airplane makes when it flashes. The hell?!
Nothing else happened.
I am pissed at myself. Mandy went to a TMBG concert and today so did Myrrh did.
TMBG came to my town.
I decided not to go see them of MY OWN FREE WILL.
GODDAMMIT WHAT THE FUCK'S WRONG WITH ME?! I'M AN IDIOT!!!
Er *cough* excuse me. I mean, I... Ah, god. What am I gonna do.
Well, go to the NEXT one, obviously. But that's going to be a zillion years from now... (OK, more like 3-5, but I'm 14. It'll seem like a zillion.)
Jeez... You know, I NEVER go and do anything. Years later everybody else is gonna look back on their lives and think of all the awesome experiences they had and I'll have absolutely nothing. My options are either to START going out and doing awesome things or just learn to live with the fact that my life is completely boring.
So, tell me, how do I live with it?
(What? I'm lazy.)