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i had the best day today! hah we went swimming at some random apartment lol it was crazy bc there was this old guy like trying to talk to us i mean he was nice so i cant be mean but haha you know what i mean but yeah so were going to have fun tonight too and im really excited =)
so ive re-evaluated some of my relationships with my so called friends and ive decided that some people that i thoguht were my friends really arent. ha this is including matt. what a joke. he never cared about me and i cant believe i thought he did ha i know what he did care about and i really regret the decisions that i made around him but ive learned from them so i guess something good has come out of this situation. but yeah so im just going to go with this no guy thing i doubt that will last if you know me and guys.. haha i dont know im weird like that i guess its an insecurity that i feel like i always have to have someone but maybe now i wont. i know ill miss matt but then i mean theres nothing to miss.seeing him high all the time? yeah great.
cheerleading camp nmext week. that should be fun i hope. lol. i hope it will anyways there are some sweet people like amanda c i dont know her too well but shes nice and like emily dorn and marena..theyre a year younger than me but theyre so sweet =) and cute too lol. ok well ive gotta go egt ready! i hope everyone is having a great summer. remember- always wear your sunscreen! haha =)
much <<3
bonnie
**whenever you feel like your life is worthless and no one cares, remember that someone has already paid the price for you to even have a life
so ive re-evaluated some of my relationships with my so called friends and ive decided that some people that i thoguht were my friends really arent. ha this is including matt. what a joke. he never cared about me and i cant believe i thought he did ha i know what he did care about and i really regret the decisions that i made around him but ive learned from them so i guess something good has come out of this situation. but yeah so im just going to go with this no guy thing i doubt that will last if you know me and guys.. haha i dont know im weird like that i guess its an insecurity that i feel like i always have to have someone but maybe now i wont. i know ill miss matt but then i mean theres nothing to miss.seeing him high all the time? yeah great.
cheerleading camp nmext week. that should be fun i hope. lol. i hope it will anyways there are some sweet people like amanda c i dont know her too well but shes nice and like emily dorn and marena..theyre a year younger than me but theyre so sweet =) and cute too lol. ok well ive gotta go egt ready! i hope everyone is having a great summer. remember- always wear your sunscreen! haha =)
much <<3
bonnie
**whenever you feel like your life is worthless and no one cares, remember that someone has already paid the price for you to even have a life