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[einmalig]

my new job is going to be what changes my life. while i am pretty sure it is going to take away almost all of my free time and even though it is going to have me feeling pretty tired almost all of the time, it is the best thing i have done in years. earning and learning and saving and growing. sacrifice for the greater good. and a few months of hard work and no play will probably convince me that i cant live my whole life that way. which will in turn make me want to do something with my life.

a lot of all night independent work gives me a lot of time to think about things.