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Holidays are almost over and I haven´t done anything for school yet. And no, I won´t do anything this very last weekend either.
I wish I had already failed my final exams and all this shit could be over now. I don´t want to go back to Munich anymore - it feels as if I couldn´t stand it one more day.
I really had hoped that the time off would make things better, but that was an illusion. In fact it is even worse now than it was as I left Munich one week ago.
I don´t know why I decided to do my abitur two years ago. I can say that this was the worst decision of my life.
Last sunday I found myself crying all night because I couldn´t stand it any longer and yesterday as I left my dad it was the same thing.
And I also regret that I´ve just bought myself another year of paid Lj-time because I wish I could delete it.
Nevermind.
In other news:
narkotisch is taking commissions and you should at last have a look at her original, detailed and general awesome artwork. I felt in love with her style the very first time I saw a drawing of her and I´m sure you´ll too.
If I had the money to do it, I´d commission her at once.
I wish I had already failed my final exams and all this shit could be over now. I don´t want to go back to Munich anymore - it feels as if I couldn´t stand it one more day.
I really had hoped that the time off would make things better, but that was an illusion. In fact it is even worse now than it was as I left Munich one week ago.
I don´t know why I decided to do my abitur two years ago. I can say that this was the worst decision of my life.
Last sunday I found myself crying all night because I couldn´t stand it any longer and yesterday as I left my dad it was the same thing.
And I also regret that I´ve just bought myself another year of paid Lj-time because I wish I could delete it.
Nevermind.
In other news:
narkotisch is taking commissions and you should at last have a look at her original, detailed and general awesome artwork. I felt in love with her style the very first time I saw a drawing of her and I´m sure you´ll too.
If I had the money to do it, I´d commission her at once.