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When life gives you lemons make lemonade...?
But then comes someone like me who'll go all the way and make a lemon pie because of her high ambitions and totally forget that in order to enjoy life you just need simple things, like lemonade.
What is it about me that I can't make due with lemonade?
I guess that one true thing to say about me is that when I'm optimistic (meaning, not the times I periodically depress over life) I'm hopelessly optimistic. And that's a start. Then, I'm a very determind person who can't compromise...
And if the slightest thing goes wrong then you have to start over, or add even more effort into it.
Not that anyone cares. Who's reading this journal anyways? XD
I figure I'm just letting everyone read this journal so that one day, someone would either search out my name because I'll be FAMUS! FAMUSA! פמוסה! famous~ I tell ya. and find out this. lemonades. har har har.
OR I'll die in a terrible accident that would involve 15 clowns driving in a minivan with an elephant and a reindeer in the back. Then I'll be famus, and well, see prior.
And now to something completely different.
When you can't get someone out of your mind, what does it mean?
Is it that you're totally screwed up?
Or that you haven't tried hard enough to push that person out of your life?
Or that you're hopelessly obssessed with them to a point that you'll probably have to hospitilize yourself?
I'm the kind of person that gets attached, and have a problem of letting go I suppose.
I need help. Serious, 10 year of weekly treatment, help.
Meanwhile, I suffer. See me smile my smile that never reaches my eyes! :D
Crazy hours at night, make me a bit L00nYay~!#$#%$#$@%