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[eimmas]

i feel like im missing too much.
i miss the beach,
i miss my friends from home,
i miss our time together.
i hate how im missing today because of how much i miss yesterday. 
but only when im alone.
when im alone i creep back into our memories
and find myself uncontrollably missing you.
the absence as well as the emotion miss; miss
we missed each other on the street,
i miss this street because it reminds me of you.
so i find ways to fill my days,
knowing that as soon as night comes ill be alone again with my thoughts
and memories dwelling in my head, just floating above my bed
...and i wish, but i dont think i will ever come back down
i dont think i'll ever come back down.

you always said you could drop me like a bad habit,
while i was always under the impression bad habits were hard to drop.