Uhhhh...
So I've started writing original fiction lately and I even posted a chapter up here at livejournal of a piece of writing which by the way has now been abandoned. But I love these two characters and I've decided to write oneshots on them which could most likely be read in any order, just little snippets of their everyday lives. This is the first one I'm posting (I have no more wrote lol) and right now at the time of posting I'm sorry for not having a title.
If you choose to read then please enjoy~
Genre: Romance, Angst, fluff,
Ratings: PG, R
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of past abuse, sexual situations,
Comments: In Matt's POV
“I love your eyes…” A little face popped up in front of mine; blocking my view of the TV screen as I half-heartedly pushed the boy away in order to watch my show, before I suddenly pulled him back as his words sunk into my brain.
“And I love yours, Taka!” I pressed a quick kiss to plush lips before tugging my boyfriend down onto my lap so that I could watch my TV show and spend time with my love at once.
“I also love your lips…and your hair…and your jawline, and your nose, and your hands, and your-”
“Shhh! I love your ears, eyes, mouth, teeth, tie, toes’, whatever too!” I pushed the grabbing hands away from my face and held their owner even tighter in my embrace, practically squishing him in my arms as I lay my head against his own and turned back to watch the TV.
“…You’re not even listening to me…”
“I am…I’m listening love…”
“No you’re not!” I looked down to the pouting boy on my lap; his face screwed up like an upset child’s as he suddenly turned away from me and ignored the fact that I was even there despite the fact that I was literally wrapped all around him. “Now you’re acting like a fucking child Taka…”
“Oh my, I’m not am I? You seem to forget that I am a child Matt!”
“Well I’m sorry if your age isn’t number one in my mind. And if I remember right, the fact that you are only 19 is something you’d rather I forgot anyway. You are always complaining of how I treat you like a kid; if you want to be more mature then fucking act it!” I tiredly ran a hand through my hair; knowing perfectly well that I had went far too far with this stupid discussion.
“You weren’t saying that when you made me dress up in a schoolboy uniform and fucked me over the kitchen table!”
“Do NOT bring our sex life into this!”
“Why not, huh? It seems to get into everything else we do!”
“And whose fault is that eh? It’s your’s; you and fucking raging libido!”
“’Raging libido’?! Oh don’t act like you don’t fucking like it! You’re the one pounding into me 24/7!”
“24/7?! You fucking wish bitch!” Before I realized what I was doing I was tossing Takashi off of my lap and firing him down onto the sofa; crawling over his shuddering with fear body and gripping his wrists high above his head in a death like grip, my knee sliding between his thighs and rubbing just there as he whimpered and cried under me.
“Matt, get off me! …Get off me now!!! GET THE FUCK OFF ME!!!” As an arm wriggled its way out of my grasp, a slap stung its way across my cheek. I was suddenly left realizing just where I was and what I was doing to the boy I loved the most in the world who was currently crying his eyes out as he cradled his hands close to his body and stared up at me with nothing but fear and pleading in those dark brown orbs.
“Taka… Takashi…fuck I’m so sorry, I-”
“Just…just fuck you!” With that he was away. Squirming out from underneath me and racing off to lock himself in our bedroom with tears stinging his eyes, tears that I had caused.
~*~*~
A full hour had passed and I had done nothing more than turn off the television and make this cup of tea currently resting in my hand. I couldn’t stop thinking about what I had done, what I had said, and what I had made my poor beautiful lover feel.
“Takashi… I’ve made tea sweetheart… Can I come in?” I softly creaked the bedroom door open before taking a peek into the darkened room and entering as soon as I seen the small figure curled up alone on the bed.
“Baby? Are you asleep?” I gently walked over to the bed; placing the steaming hot cup of tea down on the bedside table and peeling back the covers to look into my boyfriend’s face to see if he was okay, before crawling in beside him and holding the small frame close. “Do you want some tea?”
“…No…”
“Then how about some coffee or juice or something…or maybe some food?”
“…No…” A little sniff was sounded which immediately made me wrap my arms even tighter around my love as I nuzzled his soft blonde hair with my nose and breathed in the stunning scent that was purely Takashi.
“I’m so sorry… I didn’t mean to scare you like that; I snapped and things went too far. I’m really sorry Taka and I know stupid stunts like that can only…well…what I’m trying to say is that what I done…it’s most likely a reminder of that, isn’t it?”
“It’s okay…I knew…no, I know that you would never do that to me, not even in the spur of the moment when angry or horny or whatever, I know you wouldn’t hurt me like that.” Those hushed words told me something which made me feel even worse than I did before, and I had been feeling pretty shitty over this past hour. They told me of how he knew now, and he knew before of how I wouldn’t hurt him, but in that one terrifying moment he truly believed that I would do what his ex-boyfriend had done all those years ago. An act that had left him a broken body with a broken heart; a human without a soul, a life without an insight of a reason to walk forward, he was nothing but a body without a soul back then and for one split second I had been the one to make him feel that way all over again.
“I love you, you know that right? We just… we just clash sometimes like all couples do and this time things just got out of hand.”
“…And it won’t happen again will it?”
“No, it won’t. I’m sorry love.” I softly tucked a strand of blonde hair behind my boyfriend’s ear before leaning over and kissing a dusty pink cheek tenderly.
“I love you too.”
“I know you do Taka. And thank you.”
“For what?”
“For loving me and giving me a second chance.”
“You don’t need a second chance; I pissed you off and you just got angry and your actions reminded me of stuff I’d rather forget. You didn’t hurt me or do anything bad Matt, just, fought with me really...”
“But even so…am I forgiven? And I did hurt you, and I’m sorry for that.” I watched as Takashi wriggled in my embrace until he could turn around to face me; his tear stained eyes looking up into mine as his lips suddenly pressed against my own in a small trusting kiss.
“Stop worrying, stop apologizing, just…shut the fuck up and go to sleep! Teddy bears aren’t supposed to natter on anyway!”
“Am I your teddy bear now?!”
“Uh-huh; you didn’t read the fine print did you?”
“Fine print in what?”
“Our contract of becoming a couple.”
“Ah, I didn’t, no…”
“Tsk tsk! Didn’t anyone ever teach you to read these things carefully?”
“Nope! I could have sold my soul to you for all I know.”
“Pfft, stupid old man, you sold your soul to me ages ago!”
“Is that why you love bossing me around you little devil?”
“I don’t boss you around, and even if I did it’s my duty as your boyfriend!”
“That makes no sense!”
“It does!”
“Doesn’t!” I quickly reached out and began to tickle my now much chirpier boyfriend’s sides; sending him into a mess of giggles and screams as I moved to lean over his little body and kiss the life out of those glorious little pink lips as he began to relax and lean into me.
“Maybe we should skip the sleeping, I feel like a shower… Want to join me?”
“For…washing?” With a line like that it seemed that Takashi wanted that, but so soon after our little fight I knew I had to be careful and not jump to stupid conclusions.
“Obviously; but we could always have a little fun while we are there…”
“You really do have a raging libido…” My small cheeky mutter earned a playful half-hearted slap to my chest before lips pressed again mine once more.
“You’re just getting old, grandpa!”
“’Grandpa’?! I’ll show you who is a grandpa you naughty little monkey!” With a playful laugh I lifted my boyfriend off the bed and carried him through to the bathroom; kissing every inch of his flawless skin that I could reach as I plopped him into the shower and held him close.
I took my time in stripping both of our bodies off our clothes; dumping them all down onto the tiled bathroom floor before turning on the hot spray and allowing us to lose ourselves under the relaxing water as we moulded our mouths and bodies together in actions so intimate and loving that it took both of our breaths away.
This was how it should be between us; hot loving kisses and fluttery touches of admiration and devotion. We shouldn’t get ourselves into stupid fights and hurt each other like we did today; we should be happy and show our love in every way we possibly could. And with one more hot lewd kiss from Takashi I decided that that was what I was going to do from now on; I was going to worship the ground my love walked on as I tried my best to show my feelings for this beautiful little existence I loved so much in every way I possibly could each and every day.