I'm sorry...

Aug 25, 2005 11:44

Wow... I'm back.
And...


So about 3 Saturdays ago my dad kicked me out.
It's too long of a story to go in debt about why and how. But he is a psycho.
I went to my sisters and stayed there for a while. But she lives in Mulvane and school was about to start.
I talked to her and Aaron about it and decided that for the next 4 months I'm saving up money.
I'll have close to 3grand by that time & plan to move into a one bedroom rental house w/ Aaron.

My dad unhooked my internet, cable, phone, insurance and put kerosene in my car.
My car is ruined now. It was fine for the first 2 weeks but it's ruined now.
He tells me to give him $600 for repairs. WTF?! Yeah, he's not fixing it.
So I've been gettin a ride to and from school from Nicole.
He threatens to give away Roxy..
hahahha... if he does that, I swear to god he will die.

The whole reason I'm gettin a rental house is so that I can have Roxy.
He calls me an idiot everyday... it's getting really old.

This is why I haven't been active in updating or posting pics and I'm really really sorry.

School is going okay and work is fabulous like always. At least I can vent there.
I got my bestfriend back.
I dunno what I would do if I had to go through all of this without her.
I know that in the middle of the night I can call her and she will come to my rescue.
Even more so when I move out and get a house. She'll be with me everyday so I'm not lonely while Aaron's at work.

Sometimes it's just nice to be all girly w/ ur bestfriend. I don't like girls, in fact...I hate them.
But I need her all the time and it's amazing how one little girl session can change ur mood.
I love you Nicole <3.

Majia might be workin at the salon w/ me which is fantastic cuz now I won't be lonely during the week.
&I can go on smoke breaks cuz I'll make her watch the desk. HAHAHA. Oh...

So anyway, that is all I've been up to.
Oh yeah, I'm at home right now but I do not eat, drink or use anything that he paid for.
I wear clothes that I have bought and I sleep in my bed.
It makes me sick to think of what he would do if he found out I had drank a pop that he bought.

I'm again so sorry for not being active but I promise things will get back to normal.
I love all of you and hope all is well.

xoxooxxo
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