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Ok here's the thing...
I got fired Wednesday.
Not because I was a horrible worker...
but because they just...didn't...like me.
They had been planning to fire me within the first 5 days of me working there.
Excuse= Insubordinate. Unmotivated.
HOW THE HELL CAN I BE INSUBORDINATE WITHIN THE FIRST 5 DAYS...OF TRAINING!?!?!
They were mean to me there.
I did all the bitch work.
Whatever they told me to do...
I did it, w/out complication or complaint.
I deck scrubbed, cleaned the parking lot, took the customers, served....EVERYDAY...
while they sat in the back and laughed.
A 45 yr old woman must have the worst self esteem ever to be talking shit on a 17 yr. old girl.
I'm talking about one of the managers.
She has 3 kids, maybe more. & she talks shit on ME behind my back.
How fucking childish.
Get a fucking life, my God.
If these people's lives sucked so bad that they had to resort to putting down other people
to make themselves feel better than they should've just killed theirselves whenever they got the chance.
You HAVE to understand something...
I am not used to judging people.
I've never judged a soul in my life.
I accept everyone who is anyone...
BECAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE SHUT DOWN BY EVERY STEREOTYPICAL HIGHSCHOOLER.
&it sucks. Really bad. I've had terrible times being put down.
But I'm done with it... I'm seirously done being nice to people.
If you're gonna make me feel like shit by saying mean things and doing mean things...
don't expect me to be all "okay!" about it.
Because I'm not...anymore.
I swear to God if one more person says something mean TO me or ABOUT me..
I'll slit their fucking throat.
Grow the fuck up people.
There's more to life than putting down others for your own benefit.
I'm sick of it.
So yeah, I had only been working there for NINE days...not even 2 weeks, & I get fired for Insubordination?
hahahahahahhaha
Yeah, that's what I thought too.
They made fun of me.
Talked behind my back.
Made me do the bitch work-
they made me do things I had NEVER seen anyone else there do
&they made me do it EVERYDAY.
&When I asked another employee if they had to do this everyday
They responded with-
"I've worked here for 2 months & have never seen that done..."
&I was doing it everyday?
FUCK YOU.
I'm sick of being stepped on.
I'm not gonna be nice anymore.
I've tried that, and it didn't work.
So the little good that's left in this world...
is slowly fading away.
The only way one can love life and be happy and nice and good...
is to isolate themselves from this world.
Because eventually all these sick people will get to you...
&you'll be nothing more than...what they are.
I have no money.
&I'm discouraged about everything.
I've tried.
&I'm done trying.
So fuck you.
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On a lighter note...
well...
Today's a Friday.
David::
When are you sending me nice things? I need them.
x;x;x;
A.