Bad luck strikes yet again
I feel so sad, I feel so cold.
See, this proves it, I was being content, and happyish, but despite this, my fucking luck came into play and the furc servers kept acting up.
I'm just... so sick of all this shit always happening to me.
I want to cry. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
And now all I'm getting are distant responses >.< And it's all I can do to keep myself from falling headlong into another depression and collapsing in tears.
I'm just... so tired of it all...
I could promise him that I won't end my own life... but only because I lack the courage.
And that feels more like a failure than an accomplishment to tell someone in hopes of them giving you another chance for it.
See, this proves it, I was being content, and happyish, but despite this, my fucking luck came into play and the furc servers kept acting up.
I'm just... so sick of all this shit always happening to me.
I want to cry. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
And now all I'm getting are distant responses >.< And it's all I can do to keep myself from falling headlong into another depression and collapsing in tears.
I'm just... so tired of it all...
I could promise him that I won't end my own life... but only because I lack the courage.
And that feels more like a failure than an accomplishment to tell someone in hopes of them giving you another chance for it.