So today was good.... very good actually. And its not even over. I spent the night at Becca's. We didn't do much, but it was cool. I left my car at the YMCA, so I had to get up really early so she could take me back to my car on her way into work at 7am. So i got up at 6.30...and i was dead, i mean hell it was my first day of summer, and i was pretty tired. So her mom game me coffee. Well hell, that did me in for the rest of the day. i mean i coudn't go back to sleep after that. So when i got home, at 7:30, I went Running!!! yep...and then I came home, and showed, and then I went to the pool. Somebody found if very humerous i was at the pool at 9.45, so he threw me in, but he didn't stay long anyway, so when he left, I went back to the pool, and sleept till like 1.30..it was so awesome. Then i came home, and watched "Secret Window" at two...and then...FInally, and 4:00, i fell asleep. The phone kept ringing and waking me up, but it was all good. I had a lot of really weird dreams. In one of them, I got married. I told robbie about it, he liked the idea. lol
ntlgrdnlnch: omg...I had the weirdess dream
Robearlax: what happened in it?
ntlgrdnlnch: We got married. But it was like now...
ntlgrdnlnch: like our parents signed for it..and we got married
ntlgrdnlnch: and...i remember we didn't live together or anything, you lived in an appartment,c ause i went to visit you
Robearlax: haha, lets do it
Robearlax: sounds like a good idea
ntlgrdnlnch: yea right. That woudl go over real well.
Robearlax: im sure your mom would love it :-\
ntlgrdnlnch: cause like it was our wedding night and I was all upset for some reason, so i snuck over to see you...but i dunno, it was odd, it was an afternoon on the couch after lots of sun dream
Robearlax: haha, oooooooooh, in that case it must not mean much, lol
ntlgrdnlnch: haha...i dunno, i just remember like, ok hear this out...it was made into a huge deal, like the getting ready, and the parents of it and all...but then i couldn't remember actually walking down the asle, or saying I do...and like, we didnt have a hunny mone...cause i kissed you, and i remember thinking, this is our wedding night, and that was our first kis
ntlgrdnlnch: like...we were somereason pressured into it
ntlgrdnlnch: lol
ntlgrdnlnch: Aren't you glad im telling you thins
Robearlax: i am, really. can i pressure us into it?
ntlgrdnlnch: do you want to?
Robearlax: sure lets convince are parents to let us marry
ntlgrdnlnch: omg...do you wanna try
ntlgrdnlnch: See what they would say
ntlgrdnlnch: lol
Robearlax: haha
Robearlax: well have to be there when we ask both, like will do it together to each parent
ntlgrdnlnch: Ok deal...Oo i got it. Im comming to your graduation party, well do it then. lol....we can even ask Jesse's permission
Robearlax: nah, we dont need him, hell be jealous
ntlgrdnlnch: i know. I have always secretly wondered if he hated me simple because he knew one day i wiould steel you away!
ntlgrdnlnch: lol
Robearlax: and vice versa, he hates me for taking you
ntlgrdnlnch: i know..I was kidding.
ntlgrdnlnch: Well anyway love. I love you, and I will talk to you later. Its pooring down rain here, and I need to go find something to eat and take a shower, iw as at the pool all day.
Robearlax: goodbye love
But now, It is pooring down rain, and I just went and played in it, so NOW I am soaked tot he bone, and rather cold. So I am going to go take a nice HOT shower. And enjoy the fact that for once, I am not completly "FINE" (Fucked-up, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional. ) I like this whole, no stress thing. Anway, im out...shower time!