May 09, 2005 18:28
No, I didn't go to prom this past weekend. I think I was probably the only girl in the entire Junior and Senior Class who didnt, but its true. I guess it all started with a boy. I wanted to go, and I guess in a way, I still do. But I wanted it to be special. And even now, I can't think of a way that would have been so. It just wasn't suposed to happen. Yes, I could have brought somebody, from a different school, and I know a lot of people who would have been VERY willing to go with me, but I don't think that would have been very fun. He wouldn't have known anybody, and I would of had to spend all my time, making sure he had fun. And thats just not what I ment by "special." There is always next year, hopefully I will go then. We will just have to see. In a way, I do regret not going, I love more than anything to get dressed up, and to feel pretty. Every girl needs to feel pretty, but i don't see how it would have worked. It would have ment the world to me, but it didn't happen, and I allowed it to be that way...so, Oh well...I guess now all I can do, is look at everybody elses pictures, and just dream about next year.