Aug 25, 2009 10:33
yesterday was super intense for me.
i dropped out of college.
it just isnt for me right now.. i tried it for a while and now its on to bigger and better things.
i decided that for the next four months... (till January) i am going to move to austin. i am going to stay with my brother who is actually my cousin but we grew up together and are now becoming once again very close. its just better that way. given with everything that has been going on here, with ringo. maybe the time i come back i will have forgotten about him. i think about him all the time. yesterday was the first day of his internship, my manager told me that he is working at a school in the LV. SOOO with that being said i know he doesnt read this little old blog anymore but what the hey... GOOD LUCK RINGO. Yesterday was georges first day of college.. so with that i also say GOODLUCK, sorry i missed it. i have kept everything that ringo has given me for nostalgia, i guess.
i will start cosmetology school in January. this is something i really need to do to get ahead.
i am a completely different person now. i am making things happen for myself and am not waiting or coasting for ringo to fix everything for me. this is something i like. i havent been nearly as stressed as i use to be.. i cant really tell you why.
althought my borderline eating disorder is in full effect. i kinda chilled out cause i guess i didnt need it maybe but now its back. fuck i think i probably gained like 12 lb's.