I think I may have lost a friend, I need your opinion.
I feel angry, stressed, sad, empty and manipulated. I say I deserve more, that I'll punch them to my other friends but deep inside I feel like trash. I'm afraid of saying goodbye. I'm afraid of their reaction when I say I can't sustain our relationship anymore because I cannot trust them anymore. I'm afraid I might be mistaken. Am I being mean?
But what would you do if you keep asking someone to give you the tracking code of a wig you've asked them to buy because apparently they owe you money and to simply reply to a simple email you've sent them, and they keep saying they are too busy to check their email, yet they keep tweeting and, apparently, talking to other people on MSN on offline mode? What would you do if you've been asking for what happened to that wig for almost 2 months?
And what if this is not the first time you need said person to give you something that is with them? And they keep forgetting it/saying it got lost by the postal office? For months. You've actually lost count how many times you've asked the same thing over and over again: "What happened to my_______? Do you have any news?"
I mean, I would rather get a "I have no idea, I've checked my mail box and there is no wig" or "In fact I haven't bought it" or "I don't feel like replying to your email, deal with it." than a "I'm gonna check as soon as I can" then you don't, everytime you remind them, because it gets into a neverending cycle and I would like to put an end to it because my patience is running out. I would rather get a happy end, but each day it seems impossible to reach it.
If what I've wrote here is all a big mistake, and you are indeed busy (although seeing you tweeting makes me not believe much on that) or impossible to reach your email for one reason or another, please, do try to make this work, do try to explain yourself reasonably, confront all those rumors that I've heard about you that make me think that you are not telling all the truth. I had a great time with you and I did enjoy that time. I thought you were a good friend. But I feel like after all this time I don't know you at all and that I cannot trust you anymore.
Sorry for writing all the situation here. At least I haven't written your name, but probably some of our friends will know who you are. Don't make me put your name under the list of people I'll never take commissions ever again, don't make me block you. But this feeling of being helpless is driving me crazy, and I really needed to share this to see what was the opinion of others.
Forgive me if this makes you mad and sad. But you are making me mad and sad, it is not fair :(
But what would you do if you keep asking someone to give you the tracking code of a wig you've asked them to buy because apparently they owe you money and to simply reply to a simple email you've sent them, and they keep saying they are too busy to check their email, yet they keep tweeting and, apparently, talking to other people on MSN on offline mode? What would you do if you've been asking for what happened to that wig for almost 2 months?
And what if this is not the first time you need said person to give you something that is with them? And they keep forgetting it/saying it got lost by the postal office? For months. You've actually lost count how many times you've asked the same thing over and over again: "What happened to my_______? Do you have any news?"
I mean, I would rather get a "I have no idea, I've checked my mail box and there is no wig" or "In fact I haven't bought it" or "I don't feel like replying to your email, deal with it." than a "I'm gonna check as soon as I can" then you don't, everytime you remind them, because it gets into a neverending cycle and I would like to put an end to it because my patience is running out. I would rather get a happy end, but each day it seems impossible to reach it.
If what I've wrote here is all a big mistake, and you are indeed busy (although seeing you tweeting makes me not believe much on that) or impossible to reach your email for one reason or another, please, do try to make this work, do try to explain yourself reasonably, confront all those rumors that I've heard about you that make me think that you are not telling all the truth. I had a great time with you and I did enjoy that time. I thought you were a good friend. But I feel like after all this time I don't know you at all and that I cannot trust you anymore.
Sorry for writing all the situation here. At least I haven't written your name, but probably some of our friends will know who you are. Don't make me put your name under the list of people I'll never take commissions ever again, don't make me block you. But this feeling of being helpless is driving me crazy, and I really needed to share this to see what was the opinion of others.
Forgive me if this makes you mad and sad. But you are making me mad and sad, it is not fair :(