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so i'm not exactly mr. current affairs... it's ok
recent events:
friday: saw the clarks in concert at butler fair and had a wonderful time with emily
sunday: emily broke up with me
tuesday: i realized i've lost 10 pounds in the last four days (or the scale is off by a lot)... it's normal for a guy almost 6'0" to weight 132 pounds, right? definately not the direct result of a state of depression... not at all...
how was your 4th of july?...me?, i spent mine laying in my bed -all- day crying like you wouldn't believe because i, again, screwed life up
yes, i get emotional attached... to everything
where are my friends? please tell me, because i can't seem to find them, and i've been looking for them for the past two days.
i love how the only time you -need- support, you can't find it.
enough bitching, it's just God's constant reminder that once you think you're happy, you're wrong.... once you let your guard down, you get hit
this is why i didn't bother with anything before... if i didn't bother, i didn't have to deal with teetering on the edge of chronic depression... it was controllable.
sigh, those days are over, welcome to the paradise of life...
recent events:
friday: saw the clarks in concert at butler fair and had a wonderful time with emily
sunday: emily broke up with me
tuesday: i realized i've lost 10 pounds in the last four days (or the scale is off by a lot)... it's normal for a guy almost 6'0" to weight 132 pounds, right? definately not the direct result of a state of depression... not at all...
how was your 4th of july?...me?, i spent mine laying in my bed -all- day crying like you wouldn't believe because i, again, screwed life up
yes, i get emotional attached... to everything
where are my friends? please tell me, because i can't seem to find them, and i've been looking for them for the past two days.
i love how the only time you -need- support, you can't find it.
enough bitching, it's just God's constant reminder that once you think you're happy, you're wrong.... once you let your guard down, you get hit
this is why i didn't bother with anything before... if i didn't bother, i didn't have to deal with teetering on the edge of chronic depression... it was controllable.
sigh, those days are over, welcome to the paradise of life...