(no subject)
edited for drunken-ranting-ness
.... i can't believe that fucking bitch and i can't believe you for going along with it and i really can't believe myself for still having you stuck in my head, but after all is said and done, it just doesn't matter anymore. if you want to take what we had and throw it away and go fuck around with this stupid girl, go ahead. enjoy yourself, because i will be enjoying myself. and when i miss you sometimes and think about how things could have turned out with us, i will at least know that i did everything i could to make it work, which is more than you can say. so have fun, and....remember what you had.
.... i can't believe that fucking bitch and i can't believe you for going along with it and i really can't believe myself for still having you stuck in my head, but after all is said and done, it just doesn't matter anymore. if you want to take what we had and throw it away and go fuck around with this stupid girl, go ahead. enjoy yourself, because i will be enjoying myself. and when i miss you sometimes and think about how things could have turned out with us, i will at least know that i did everything i could to make it work, which is more than you can say. so have fun, and....remember what you had.