Sad

Nov 29, 2008 01:44

Last time I wrote here, no one gave a fuck. Hopefully no one still gives a fuck so I can write here pretty much uninhibited, although there are a few who might gaze upon what has been wrought here.

Blah blah blah, super drunk. I miss her. Incredibly. There are few things that make my stay here happy, and she's one of them. One of who makes me feel so passionate about how everyday happens when I wake up. Be it with or without her. I don't mean to say she's the completion of my life. Life is complete with or without someone, but when someone complements your incredibly, it's hard to cope without it. I'd rather not. I'd rather spend everyday with her. It's very unrealistic and optimistic, and she's not used to thoughts of that. Very realistic, goal driven, so on and so forth. Very respectable, but I can't do it all the time. Life's too boring sometimes where you gotta jump in and throw a wrench in the cogs. My life isn't all that fun. Blah blah blah wah wah wah, cry about it.

Whatever. I love her. And she makes me feel like I can fly when I stand next to her.
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